11-04-2013, 10:52 AM
(11-04-2013, 07:44 AM)Parsons Wrote: 1) This experience is extremely harsh compared to what I am used to. The catalyst on this planet at this timing is almost unbearable.
I couldn't agree more. I've been insane, and it was practically unbearable. I even got arrested and spent 3 weeks in jail because of my insanity. I should have been in a mental hospital. Instead, I saw ghosts and heard big bangs, and my food kept changing it's flavor while I was eating it. When I was insane I thought I was doing God's work. All that work for a God that doesn't really exist, at least not in the Christian sense.
My catalyst nowadays is work, and putting up with another that I live with. Also the court date coming up in December. I don't know how it will go.