I've had an interesting relationship with Marijuana. I began vaporizing it after obtaining a medical marijuana card not long before my awakening.
The herb was instrumental in opening my mind to new possibilities. It motivated me to seek beyond what I already knew. I stumbled on the LOO after an inspirational google search while under the influence of the substance.
Since then I have used the substance for a variety of different reasons. It has certainly been helpful in further seeking; especially sativas (vs indicas). It also has been a great aid to relieving stress and treating the symptoms of depression. I also use it as a sleep aid and for relieving ocular pressure and general pain.
However, over the past year or so, I have realized it is now at the level of being a crutch or training wheels. Every effect I originally found useful can now be attained without the need of the substance.
Before there were dispensaries, I grew a fairly large quantity (near the legal limit) of the flower for myself. The several month process of growing it was a rewarding experience. I conducted an experiment where I attempted to pour love and appreciation into the plants every time I cared for them, which was also rewarding.
For the above and other obvious reasons, I will stop using the substance when I run out. Additionally, I am quitting due to having to pay 10x as much to buy from a dispensary than to grow it myself, which is now illegal due to having a dispensary within 25 miles of my location.
I have been working on communing with the 'spirit' of marijuana in preparation of quitting the use of the herb, as that concept resonates with me. I also plan on reserving the 45-60mins I spent outdoors nightly to meditate, exercise, and/or enjoy the stars.
Overall, I found the experiences I had extremely rewarding. Your mileage will undoubtedly vary, as I know people who don't enjoy/find the herb helpful whatsoever after sampling it. It is for this reason (and of course the forum guidelines) that I can't recommend or dissuade anyone from trying it.
The herb was instrumental in opening my mind to new possibilities. It motivated me to seek beyond what I already knew. I stumbled on the LOO after an inspirational google search while under the influence of the substance.
Since then I have used the substance for a variety of different reasons. It has certainly been helpful in further seeking; especially sativas (vs indicas). It also has been a great aid to relieving stress and treating the symptoms of depression. I also use it as a sleep aid and for relieving ocular pressure and general pain.
However, over the past year or so, I have realized it is now at the level of being a crutch or training wheels. Every effect I originally found useful can now be attained without the need of the substance.
Before there were dispensaries, I grew a fairly large quantity (near the legal limit) of the flower for myself. The several month process of growing it was a rewarding experience. I conducted an experiment where I attempted to pour love and appreciation into the plants every time I cared for them, which was also rewarding.
For the above and other obvious reasons, I will stop using the substance when I run out. Additionally, I am quitting due to having to pay 10x as much to buy from a dispensary than to grow it myself, which is now illegal due to having a dispensary within 25 miles of my location.
I have been working on communing with the 'spirit' of marijuana in preparation of quitting the use of the herb, as that concept resonates with me. I also plan on reserving the 45-60mins I spent outdoors nightly to meditate, exercise, and/or enjoy the stars.
Overall, I found the experiences I had extremely rewarding. Your mileage will undoubtedly vary, as I know people who don't enjoy/find the herb helpful whatsoever after sampling it. It is for this reason (and of course the forum guidelines) that I can't recommend or dissuade anyone from trying it.