09-17-2013, 12:35 PM
I had a guide tell me emphatically tell me "take back your damn power" when I was giving it away. And realize that I am Creator as is everyone. This tells me to have self confidence and self respect and self worth. It's easy for me to feel unworthy, particularly when I open up to my social memory complex and can feel their love, which is not very often that I do. My heart feels numbed out by my meds. But at least my 3rd eye isn't going crazy and producing hallucinations both visual and auditory.
In my dreams I listen better to other people, but one time a dream character told me that I was dreaming, but I didn't believe them, and I lost the chance to become lucid.
In my dreams I listen better to other people, but one time a dream character told me that I was dreaming, but I didn't believe them, and I lost the chance to become lucid.