09-16-2013, 06:12 PM
I guess we all have doubts. It's part of being human. I think part of the lessons we learn are overcoming these doubts, and integrating the lessons we come across. I'm still processing some bad things I had done in the past, but I have forgiven myself for them. I realize that none of us is perfect, and that even Creator is learning/experiencing through us. I still wonder if Creator is an anthropomorphized entity, or if Infinity can have a personality.
My best learning lessons were those where I realized that in higher density, we all seek Creator as one. A whole social memory complex is like one unit. I wouldn't be so hard on yourself, since it's pretty hard to be able to read other people from a distance. I used to just feel energy, but never seen it. Now I can't tell the difference in different things I tune into. I intend to tune into my social memory complex, and it feels the same as Ra to me. I hope I'm not being presumptuous in thinking so.
My best learning lessons were those where I realized that in higher density, we all seek Creator as one. A whole social memory complex is like one unit. I wouldn't be so hard on yourself, since it's pretty hard to be able to read other people from a distance. I used to just feel energy, but never seen it. Now I can't tell the difference in different things I tune into. I intend to tune into my social memory complex, and it feels the same as Ra to me. I hope I'm not being presumptuous in thinking so.