09-16-2013, 10:36 AM
(This post was last modified: 09-16-2013, 10:46 AM by AnthroHeart.)
So is it immature to be excited like a child on seeking the Creator and one's social memory complex? As long as one stays grounded, it is fine I think. I like what was said about we've already ascended, so why worry about it.
My therapist is open to me talking about spirituality, just as long as I can stay present and here. I even confided in him my thoughts about dying, and that if I died I'd have to repeat certain lessons I had not gotten yet, and he seemed to be ok with my philosophy. After all, it was the psychiatrist, not my therapist that prescribed prozac, and anti-depressant. I honestly haven't felt depressed, but was getting thoughts of desiring to die, but not suicide, but just from meditating on it. I've since appreciated my life. And the future can wait. I mean I always wear my seatbelt, and I drive carefully, so I don't have a death wish.
Thank you. Being here and present feels nice. I did a grounding meditation and it felt nice to have structure again.
My therapist is open to me talking about spirituality, just as long as I can stay present and here. I even confided in him my thoughts about dying, and that if I died I'd have to repeat certain lessons I had not gotten yet, and he seemed to be ok with my philosophy. After all, it was the psychiatrist, not my therapist that prescribed prozac, and anti-depressant. I honestly haven't felt depressed, but was getting thoughts of desiring to die, but not suicide, but just from meditating on it. I've since appreciated my life. And the future can wait. I mean I always wear my seatbelt, and I drive carefully, so I don't have a death wish.
(09-15-2013, 09:27 PM)BrownEye Wrote: It looks to me like you have become more lucid lately. Your posts have taken on a change. Feels like you are 'here' now.
Thank you. Being here and present feels nice. I did a grounding meditation and it felt nice to have structure again.