09-13-2013, 04:49 PM
In the dictionary, Cecil means blind, so I assumed that I have a blind guide. He announced his name as Cecil for a reason. I thought it was because of that. But I can't say for sure if Cecil was blind. But I know that by approaching Creator blindly (behind the veil), I was able to get closer without being overwhelmed by his brilliance. I got close enough till my muscles were burning and the energy caused spasms in my muscles.
I have no idea why I push for Creator so hard, at my own expense. I created worlds, and a Universe, which I gave back to Creator. I don't know why I don't just hang onto what I create, thinking that Creator deserves this precious gem that I have made for him.
And there hasn't been a lot of bliss in my seeking.
I have no idea why I push for Creator so hard, at my own expense. I created worlds, and a Universe, which I gave back to Creator. I don't know why I don't just hang onto what I create, thinking that Creator deserves this precious gem that I have made for him.
And there hasn't been a lot of bliss in my seeking.