04-11-2010, 11:04 PM
(04-11-2010, 08:55 PM)JoshC Wrote: I'm thinking about manifesting a partner with similar interests, though I'm not sure I will or not since one of my main lessons in this life has been dealing with being largely alone (though I'm not lonely, I think...)
Love and Light all~
I have been alone and an outcast my whole life. Almost always felt like for some reason I deserved it. Some how or another, one that is absolutely perfect has fallen on my lap. And in keeping with my desire for delayed gratification, I cannot have her for a goodly period yet. Almost a year and a half. Our families have issues. You will find that actually accepting that its there and its real is the hardest part. That someone really loves you and wants to be there for you. That you share so much.
I didn't even try man, she just came out of the sky like a fallen angel, and literally sat on my lap. She said "Hi, you look like you need a friend..." Now its "I love you, and I'm here."
It has been, maybe, 2 months. I sometimes need to slap myself to keep from questioning whether its really happening. My friend, if love can fall from the sky and into my lap, you will be just fine. She really loves me....
Keep me updated on your experiment, I do not have time for it, but I am intrested, and maybe in the future I can help.
L/L