08-22-2013, 07:54 PM
I too would have trouble leaving my mother and dog behind were I to depart. But I agree it would be like waking up from a dream, so I'm ready to go anytime. I may have many more lessons to learn, my guides have not been very clear. But my life as it stands is ok. Things are on a roll, even at work. Had a good discussion with my boss about how to be better at working. So at least I have some motivation there.
Re DXM, I've never tried that, nor do I intend to trip anymore. DMT was enough for me. And Salvia as well. My experience of the other side did not really agree with me, except I was told not to give in to amazement. When I had one DMT experience it felt like I was floating in a very brightly colored room. I had broken through into hyperspace, and was struggling not to be overwhelmed by the power and reality of it. There is a lot of geometry as well. But I can wait till after my death to see the other side again. I want to stay grounded. I think that's one of my purposes for being here is the grounding and to experience limitation. I had an interim-life regression once, and found that the reason I came into this life was to experience touching, which I could not experience on the other side. I wasn't able to be grounded in spirit form.
I've had some crazy adventures here. I've seen Ra, I've been chased by a black hole. I've thought I was lucifer. A lot of dark energy around my crown and third eye chakras. I found that my thymus chakra is inactive, as a protection mechanism, put there by some positive ET's. I've hallucinated Ra doing some magic with his hands. He was sort of translucent and a mini-version. I've thought I was being harvested all the way to the 8th density. I've watched movies where I was seeing something completely different from what my family was watching. The same movie appeared differently to us. I was told by Ra that my family wasn't really there. That seeing other people is part of the illusion. There is only one here. That's sort of my experiences in a nutshell.
Re DXM, I've never tried that, nor do I intend to trip anymore. DMT was enough for me. And Salvia as well. My experience of the other side did not really agree with me, except I was told not to give in to amazement. When I had one DMT experience it felt like I was floating in a very brightly colored room. I had broken through into hyperspace, and was struggling not to be overwhelmed by the power and reality of it. There is a lot of geometry as well. But I can wait till after my death to see the other side again. I want to stay grounded. I think that's one of my purposes for being here is the grounding and to experience limitation. I had an interim-life regression once, and found that the reason I came into this life was to experience touching, which I could not experience on the other side. I wasn't able to be grounded in spirit form.
I've had some crazy adventures here. I've seen Ra, I've been chased by a black hole. I've thought I was lucifer. A lot of dark energy around my crown and third eye chakras. I found that my thymus chakra is inactive, as a protection mechanism, put there by some positive ET's. I've hallucinated Ra doing some magic with his hands. He was sort of translucent and a mini-version. I've thought I was being harvested all the way to the 8th density. I've watched movies where I was seeing something completely different from what my family was watching. The same movie appeared differently to us. I was told by Ra that my family wasn't really there. That seeing other people is part of the illusion. There is only one here. That's sort of my experiences in a nutshell.