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[GentleReckoning]

I would, but I have no idea as to what to ask. Everything seems to be rolling along smoothly more or less. Granted, I haven't had any success in dealing with my core source of stress. However, I've been detaching more and more from the idea of needing that for optimal positive catalyst. Is it bad to let everything come to you as opposed to chasing your desires?

I'll give it serious thought, but when it comes down to it, I have a lot of faith in the 'process' at this point and don't feel that I need to push things along.

During a level 4 DXM trip 5 or so months ago I had a trip where I 'ascended' to a ship that was orbiting the earth. I came out of a 'stasis' pod of sorts and saw numerous other pods similar to the one that I got out of. These other pods were still occupied, and the beings inside them seemed dead. The feeling of leaving the density of earth behind was sooooo good. I even got a grace period on my trip back down and got to slowly adjust to the density of earth over the course of a couple days. Unlike other dxm trips (2 others, a level 2 and a level 3) there was no toxic load afterwards. I wouldn't be surprised that I was allowed a freebie and that if I tried it again I would feel the typical toxic load from consuming so much dxm. Along with that I've had numerous dreams where experiences from the other side bleed through. I will feel like I'm leading/working/planning something during my sleep as opposed to normal dreaming.

(warning: dxm is usually a very mediocre way to trip, avoid it if you can)