08-17-2013, 04:57 PM
I go by feeling. I don't see the energy. It feels like a pressure in my heart and indigo chakras. I've felt it in my solar plexus before as well, which at the time worried me because Ra says that in negative entities the solar plexus is extremely compact. I couldn't tell whether I am radiating or absorbing. It sometimes feels like I am absorbing energy, even when I am a radiant being. I don't worry about that any longer. I know after this life, there will be things I wished I had done differently, particularly when I didn't demonstrate love. In my life review there are only a few things I will dread experiencing. The pain I caused other animals. I don't think I caused people any physical pain. I've never attacked anyone. I am generally loving of others.