04-01-2010, 10:31 PM
I'm not afraid of death. My main problems is wishing that I would hurry up and die so I can get on to the next thing. I don't think displaying suicidal behavior is going to benefit me or anyone else, though, and one of my constant lessons is accepting that things are just as prefect here and now as they will be in any utopia I happen to graduate into. Whevever I think of living another fifty years in this heavy body I just about go up the wall, but no worries. Not planning on offing myself. Just catalyst in motion.