08-09-2013, 06:04 PM
I also do not believe the problem is without a solution. I just haven't found said solution yet. I take full responsibility for what happens inside both my mind and body and know that the power to heal this affliction is within my grasp if I can but find the correct focus.
My pain comes not from headaches, but ovarian cysts which come and go at random (and therefore can't simply be removed), that cause me excruciating pain in my left ovary. It also swells up and puts pressure on my kidneys, stomach, bladder, intestines and sciatic nerve at times, causing me pain all throughout the left side of my body and messing up my digestion process. Fortunately the onset of this pain is usually fairly predictable and I can try to plan around it, though many large events in my life I could not fully enjoy because of being in more pain than I could possibly just ignore. I've considered just having the ovary removed via surgery, but it isn't something insurance would cover, I'm not sure I could find a doctor to do it when the organ isn't cancerous, and doing so seems like just ignoring the problem instead of resolving it in the appropriate way.
After finding part of my biological family, I learned that nearly all the women in my family have severe issues with their reproductive organs. Ovarian cancer is a frequent occurrence, along with a whole host of other problems. Most of them seem to have an addiction for toxic sexual relationships as well, making me wonder if there is some sort of group karma within my family that needs to be healed outside of my own individual situation.
And thank you for the kind words. It means a lot. <3
My pain comes not from headaches, but ovarian cysts which come and go at random (and therefore can't simply be removed), that cause me excruciating pain in my left ovary. It also swells up and puts pressure on my kidneys, stomach, bladder, intestines and sciatic nerve at times, causing me pain all throughout the left side of my body and messing up my digestion process. Fortunately the onset of this pain is usually fairly predictable and I can try to plan around it, though many large events in my life I could not fully enjoy because of being in more pain than I could possibly just ignore. I've considered just having the ovary removed via surgery, but it isn't something insurance would cover, I'm not sure I could find a doctor to do it when the organ isn't cancerous, and doing so seems like just ignoring the problem instead of resolving it in the appropriate way.
After finding part of my biological family, I learned that nearly all the women in my family have severe issues with their reproductive organs. Ovarian cancer is a frequent occurrence, along with a whole host of other problems. Most of them seem to have an addiction for toxic sexual relationships as well, making me wonder if there is some sort of group karma within my family that needs to be healed outside of my own individual situation.
And thank you for the kind words. It means a lot. <3
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