I am merging with my previous life.

[Horuseus]

That must be some good s*** you're smoking. I would say you are One with Mary Jane rather than Caroline.

Indeed this is insanity by most standards. If this is insanity, I enjoy it.

Actually I would say it is fairly sane viewed from an alternate perspective. Simultaneous incarnation imprints are used as a sort of maintaining energetic equilibrium or balance among the numerous selves hooked up the Oversoul. One self can affect another self in an alternate 3D time loop, though we aren't necessarily conscious of this influence. If anything, the concept of disconnection and/or a 'lack of Oneness' within creation is an insane perspective going by 'Universal' standards, though such is the nature of the Earth experiment.