07-29-2013, 06:32 PM
(07-27-2013, 05:57 AM)Truth Addict Wrote: I guess I will need to ask again. Any idea of what happens when you end your life, spiritually talking? What are the implications of doing such a thing. Does it make you go with the damned or adds burden to your next life? Its this discussed in the Ra material? Personally I sense it would make my situation worse, but not sure, here I am not precisely in Happy Land lol
Not that I am actually considering it nowadays, but its something that obsessed me for years and I want to know.
Quote:However, a negatively oriented entity may choose a painful condition in order to improve the distortion toward the so-called negative emotive mentations such as anger, hatred, and frustration. Such an entity may use an entire incarnative experience honing a blunt edge of hatred or anger so that it may polarize more towards the negative or separated pole.
I hope this is not my case! Someone deleted my first post in this thread but suffice to say my life has been midlly but consistently unpleasant and I have been fascinated by the dark side and even enjoying negative emotions a long time. So if what Ra says its true it could fit in how my life have unfolded, but I refuse to accept it if thats the case.
Oh and By the way why did I get "censored"? I thought you guys were beyond polarities. If my message was full of negativity it deserved to be expressed just as much as one positive. Its just my personal experience after all.
If this was the case, you still have free will within the incarnation, and may reorient your polarity in any direction you choose. Ra said that negative wanderers greatly fear the forgetting for that reason- that they will forget themselves and lose their negative polarity. Seeing how the preservation of the individual consciousness is a primary objective for the negative path, that would be a loss most great.
However, a great many very positive people seem to be born into the most heinous of circumstances as well, in order to teach themselves tolerance, unconditional love, self-sacrifice, self-responsibility and a number of other things. Each plan is specially fitted for the one who lives it, and having certain circumstances in your life is by no means a diagnosis.