The Spiritual Ethics of Suicide

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I as well have flirt with the idea of ending this incarnation, but never attempted, just thought about it. My life has been a very lovely one, besides suffering from severe acne from the age of 11 until I was about 29. The reasons for wanting to end this illusion has been the perpetual feeling on not belonging, this feeling of not been liked, or is it that I take "all this" too seriously? The curios thing is that I intellectually appreciate "the moment" and in particular very emotionally intense moments.

In regards to the ethics of suicide, I've always knew that if I did it, i would regret it dearly, not for been judge by my over soul, or the creator, but for the chain reaction that I know that action would create in the entire universe.