Human sexuality has lost all meaning to me.

[Jeremy]

To me and this is just my opinion but it sounds as if you haven't had the pleasure of meeting someone who would turn your entire existence upside like a true love will. It's such an earth shattering event, one wonders how they ever functioned prior to it. It's a metaphorical completion of a circle of existence that you never even contemplated as being a possibility. Yet when it happens, you truly are left in awe as to the immeasurable amount of energy and love that is felt and reciprocated.

Even though many of us have already figured out that we love to serve others, this drive is increased exponentially when one finds their mate or eventually has a child. There is this insatiable desire to please and serve this other self in ways that words cannot express. It's pure unadulterated love in its entirety.

Here is something I wrote about someone very special to me. Though it didn't work out between us, the feelings were nevertheless genuine. They depict exactly what it's like when you're with someone you connect with on a spiritual, sexual, and emotional level.


When I look at you, I not only look at the you that all others see but the you that most don't see.

The you that only a word such as luminescence would describe the true power of the brightness of your soul.

A soul that which can be best described as a sacred ambrosia.

An ambrosia so sweet and pure, I yearn for the never ending feeling of ecstasy I feel when I get the pleasure of obtaining even the slightest of tastes.

When our lips touch, it's as if the Creator first snapped his proverbial fingers that created the big bang.

A bang so profound and mind altering, it literally shakes me to my core.

A core that at one time was completely desolate due to the past but that which has been filled with the recognition and admiration of the feelings that were once believed to never reappear yet appeared at the most surprising of times.

When our bodies rub together, it's as if the finest of violinists played with such harmonious vigor, the planets aligned themselves along the octaves of a musical measure to that which the finest of composers could ever hope to imagine.

A symphony of emotions steadily rising as the spiritual and sexual energy is passed from me to you and you to me.

An energy so complex and orgasmic, I am left in utter awe of the experience that one can only liken to an awakening.

An awakening that not only breaths even more life in to each other but further ignites the spiritual and emotional love for each other.

This love that reverberates while we lay next to each other while struggling to catch our breath, is a love that can be best described as the look that we give to each other r as we gaze in to each others eyes.

A gaze of not only orgasmic joy, but a gaze of each others true intent.

An intent of acceptance without reservation.

A truth that we can revel in together.

Because together, that which at one point seemed impossible to both, now not only seems possible but most probable.