03-21-2010, 08:51 AM
First off, all of us have up and downs, it is completely natural. Therefore i wish to give some helping words, and as usual, use what resonates with you and leave that behind which doesn't.
Why do you feel that you would not graduate carrie? Is it because you feel that you have not polarized positively enough?
If so, would doubting yourself serve any purpose?
I wish to quote those of Q'ou and make a personal interpretation:
When the time for ascension comes, which in my personal guess is 21.12.2012 (european date format), the more love that shines through us, the closer we are to graduate to the fourth density. Those who are wanderers will return to their respective densities and those "native" to 3rd density will either graduate or repeat the cycle, depending on how strong their light is. I think that the polarization that we have gathered during this lifetime does not interfere with graduation, for example you won't have to be 51% STO to graduate. I see it as a kind of loophole for ascending, but one has to show that one is willing to serve others.
Some say that the harvest and transition might take hundreds of years, some say it might happen in a flash or a few days. Maybe we will all experience what we expect in alternate dimensions? Who knows? I for one, do not.
What i would like to suggest though is to let your light shine through. Let the doubt and fear of not graduating become an opportunity to learn about yourself and what it is you really want to do in this incarnation.
Love and light!
Why do you feel that you would not graduate carrie? Is it because you feel that you have not polarized positively enough?
If so, would doubting yourself serve any purpose?
I wish to quote those of Q'ou and make a personal interpretation:
Qou Wrote:We ask you not to be concerned about such things as the physical life or the physical death, for unconditional and absolute love is with you in this world and in larger life as well. So if love is within you, what does it matter whether you experience [it] as a physical being or as a spiritual being? For when that transition occurs, you know, and let it be beyond a shadow of a doubt, that you shall continue as citizens of eternity.
Your environment will change as you move through that process that takes you into graduation from this density to the next, but know you well that you shall not be judged except by your own preferences. For you shall walk into the sunlight. And it shall become fuller by exquisitely, carefully nuanced grades of density. And as you walk into the fuller light, it shall cease being third density and begin being fourth density. And yet you still may walk on. You may walk on until the light becomes too full and is uncomfortable to you. Then that is where you shall stop and that is where you shall stay. And if you are still in third-density light when you stop, then your energy body shall be transited to another third-density planet where you may again take up the lessons of polarity and that choice of how to serve: shall you serve others or shall you serve yourself?
And if you have walked into fourth density before you stopped, then you have graduated. You have passed the third grade in this school of souls, as it were, and you shall find opening before you a great many more choices of how to live and be and serve and learn because of the fullness of fourth-density light. Some there are, my friends, who have indeed come from elsewhere and who have nurtured within their hearts the memory of that energy. And as you graduate, perhaps you shall simply keep walking the steps of light until you are back in your own native density.
When the time for ascension comes, which in my personal guess is 21.12.2012 (european date format), the more love that shines through us, the closer we are to graduate to the fourth density. Those who are wanderers will return to their respective densities and those "native" to 3rd density will either graduate or repeat the cycle, depending on how strong their light is. I think that the polarization that we have gathered during this lifetime does not interfere with graduation, for example you won't have to be 51% STO to graduate. I see it as a kind of loophole for ascending, but one has to show that one is willing to serve others.
Some say that the harvest and transition might take hundreds of years, some say it might happen in a flash or a few days. Maybe we will all experience what we expect in alternate dimensions? Who knows? I for one, do not.

What i would like to suggest though is to let your light shine through. Let the doubt and fear of not graduating become an opportunity to learn about yourself and what it is you really want to do in this incarnation.
Love and light!