It's hard for people to change. It's so much easier to gain knowledge. True change involves changing one's beliefs, one's vibration, and a willingness to explore catalyst. This takes more than desire and knowledge, this takes true dedication. And even with dedication, it does not come quickly, but it comes.
To those who ask me about catalyst and evolution, I say: Any uncomfortable feelings or emotions that occur are way-signs to the lessons necessary for balancing and un-distorting oneself.
Many people, including myself, have felt depression, of not wanting to be here, and of a dissatisfaction with the Earth experience. However, after discovering and dedicating myself as Ra describes, of attempting to find and seek the love in the moment, I use these feelings to dig deep into myself to find what needs to be balanced. To find the centers that are weaker, and to find the beliefs that I need to learn or unlearn to shine the full colors of the spectrum.
It is less helpful to experience the feelings of depression, or not wanting to be here, of not appreciating the Earth experience, and to simply conclude that those feelings will always be there. Love includes acceptance, but acceptance is of the moment. If one believes those feelings will always be there, that is not a balanced form of acceptance, because it often causes the following: 1) one often becomes uninterested in digging into the emotional catalyst giving rise to those feelings and becomes uninterested in finding the beliefs and distortions that need to be balanced 2) the belief that one has no power to change the future and that one will always experience these discomforting emotions weakens one's orange/yellow because at some level they no longer believe in their ability to manifest a future where they feel good about themselves in those areas.
Discomfort exists for a reason. One ignores discomfort at the risk of their own evolutionary stagnation. But it's not easy. For my journey, many a night was spent in deep meditation and still asking myself why I felt the way I felt. It takes time because my years of ignoring emotional catalyst caused my mind shove as much of the catalyst into the subconscious mind. This takes time much time to undo. But it is a beautiful destination to come out on the other side without the weight of the world on your shoulders, with your old issues and disturbances resolved, with a fresh start at a life where you are ready and eager to tackle new life challenges, head on, emboldened, encouraged, and thrilled by the prospective that you can find the love, in each and every moment, no matter how dark.
There is love in every moment. There is a reason Ra includes this lesson as one of the four useful exercises in polarization. These are not mere words. The goal is to find that love, and to become love, in the end.
To those who ask me about catalyst and evolution, I say: Any uncomfortable feelings or emotions that occur are way-signs to the lessons necessary for balancing and un-distorting oneself.
Quote:Along the lines of depression, 'not wanting to be here', non-appreciation of the experience etc etc. There are many ways to experience the pain of living.
Many people, including myself, have felt depression, of not wanting to be here, and of a dissatisfaction with the Earth experience. However, after discovering and dedicating myself as Ra describes, of attempting to find and seek the love in the moment, I use these feelings to dig deep into myself to find what needs to be balanced. To find the centers that are weaker, and to find the beliefs that I need to learn or unlearn to shine the full colors of the spectrum.
It is less helpful to experience the feelings of depression, or not wanting to be here, of not appreciating the Earth experience, and to simply conclude that those feelings will always be there. Love includes acceptance, but acceptance is of the moment. If one believes those feelings will always be there, that is not a balanced form of acceptance, because it often causes the following: 1) one often becomes uninterested in digging into the emotional catalyst giving rise to those feelings and becomes uninterested in finding the beliefs and distortions that need to be balanced 2) the belief that one has no power to change the future and that one will always experience these discomforting emotions weakens one's orange/yellow because at some level they no longer believe in their ability to manifest a future where they feel good about themselves in those areas.
Discomfort exists for a reason. One ignores discomfort at the risk of their own evolutionary stagnation. But it's not easy. For my journey, many a night was spent in deep meditation and still asking myself why I felt the way I felt. It takes time because my years of ignoring emotional catalyst caused my mind shove as much of the catalyst into the subconscious mind. This takes time much time to undo. But it is a beautiful destination to come out on the other side without the weight of the world on your shoulders, with your old issues and disturbances resolved, with a fresh start at a life where you are ready and eager to tackle new life challenges, head on, emboldened, encouraged, and thrilled by the prospective that you can find the love, in each and every moment, no matter how dark.
There is love in every moment. There is a reason Ra includes this lesson as one of the four useful exercises in polarization. These are not mere words. The goal is to find that love, and to become love, in the end.
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