36.18 6th D negative. Thoughts on this.

[Ashim]

Perhaps I programmed some inconveniences into this life, such as my mental disorders, to balance
out the relatively easy life I had otherwise.
Hey, if I could make harvest and not die, that would be great. I'd rather have that.
I was under the impression I would have to die to experience 4D.
I'd change the plan if I could. If I knew what my plan was.
I just know I'm here to broadcast love.
Sorry for the contradiction earlier.

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It's so easy for me to get flustered when things don't go my way. So there's room for growth.

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This is all fascintating discussion. The harvest has always been near and dear to me.

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Now I'm just curious how to expedite the transition into higher densities.

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So the ascension IS real?

The question is....
....can you face all of the 's***' that you have caused?
Can you really face up to who you are and what you have done?
I know, these are big questions, ones that most folks only answer after their 'post death life review'.
There is stuff that is quite horrible, things that may cause you discomfort when you remember them.
If you really want then it is possible to dissolve this karma now.
This is what Harvest is. A chance to rid yourself of excess baggage before embarking on a wonderful voyage.
All you need do is express this intent. So it shall be.

If you don't feel like it then that's ok. You will not be judged by anyone other than yourself.