36.18 6th D negative. Thoughts on this.

[Ashim]

I've had a relatively easy life, except for a few hiccups, and I like it that way.
I must have programmed a life of relatively nothing much happening in order to make up for past karma or hard life.
Well, my schizophrenia hasn't made life too easy, but it's manageable. Aside from the mind numbing terror I've sometimes faced mentally.
Good points there Ashim. That's why I'm probably not a 6D wanderer, because my life hasn't been hard.
I don't suffer with too bad allergies or health condition, except for high cholesterol and blood pressure.
Stuff I'm not too worried about. Just eat healthier and work out more.
But funny thing is, even though I'm doing this healthy stuff, I'm not looking to prolong my life.
It will end when it ends, and it will all be good.

My life review will be interesting, because I feel I have hurt others more than they've hurt me.

You had a "relatively easy life" with some "mind numbing terror"?
Sounds like a little contradiction to me.
How come you think that your 'life' is going to end?
As I understand it, Harvest is the opportunity to experience a seamless flow from 3rd density 'life' into higher realms and beyond.
Of course if you life plan calls for 'death' then so be it.
Unless of course, you change the plan.