06-22-2013, 07:57 AM
(06-22-2013, 06:45 AM)Brittany Lynn Wrote: I've also been having intense magical training literally every night, though most of it is either too fuzzy to remember when I wake up, or it is simply incomprehensible. Last night I was learning something about chaos magic, and it was being relayed to me with some sort of equations. I understood these equations perfectly, only to have no clue what they meant when I woke up. While I can barely do basic math in waking life, my intellect seems to be fully restored in my dreams and I have no difficulty processing enormous, difficult equations. Seeing how I remember little of this training directly, I am wondering what sort of effect it is having on my subconscious.
A couple of years back I went through a period in which I was being given strange formulaic logical instruction in dream-time. I was shown equations, but the operators were not conventional mathematical operators (i.e., not +, -, /, or X, etc) and the operands were not numbers or algebraic symbols. The operands were body parts (!) like "forearm", "thigh", etc, and the operators were so foreign to our normal waking frame of reference that I cannot describe them here. This instruction went on sporadically for a period of months. I could understand (barely) the equations, on some deep non-linear level, during dreaming, but could not reconstruct the understanding upon waking. I did have the sense that this instruction was important and significant, and needed for my spiritual growth. It was provided by some benevolent entity or entities.