Chakras only!

[charlie2012]

Hang in there ayadew, remember that it is always darkest just before dawn. I experienced enormous negative feelings before i changed to the better. It felt like i was going insane, like someone planted thoughts of suicide. But from the ashes rises a phoenix. Remember that love is the protector of all, and together we are strong. You are never alone.

And thank you for an inspiring thread and great videos on youtube.

Edit: oh i just noticed that this experience was already past you, but maybe these words will inspire someone else.