Awake or Asleep at the time of the harvest?

[AnthroHeart]

It really doesn't matter to me. Awake, asleep, even if I die when it happens, I still can't wait for that day to get here. I can really feel my clock ticking inside, like my whole body is just waiting for this...whatever it turns out as...to get here.

I do feel the yearning for this new life. Though in the same regard, I also feel timeless much of the time. I don't feel rushed to see it happen, as it will come. I am enjoying so much being in the now.