Unfeeling

[Peregrinus]

I go to the computor and meet this little girl of yours, wish you both a quick recovery! Can you imagine yourself being that age? In my bedroom I have a picture of myself where i'm 2 years old and another one of my father holding me where i'm barely 1 year. When i feel "unfeeling" (that's a feeling too i think) angry or frustrated these pictures help softening this hard core i still have in some corner of my heart.

What I felt today is that no entity should have to feel the separateness of being, and I strive to ensure she feels complete and part of unity, and if that only begins with me, it is a good beginning for now.

I thought that if there were anything I would change about this illusion, it would be that. It has not led to a great success in this harvest, this separateness, this aloneness, this lack of unity, though it has led to a new experience for the One Creator. Without being in the Logos' shoes, as it were, I can not tell if this is, or was, a desired outcome, but I do know it is an outcome which will affect all future illusions.

And f.y.i the name is "Wilco-ck"

I can call you Wilcock if you insist, but I haven't the foggiest why you want me to call you that :p

By the way, that has got to be the best source of love and inspiration a person could have! I know you will be well just looking at that beautiful young woman!

I agree, though she does inspire the ape's instinctual protection mode, not something which is, or will be, required for much longer.

A beautiful child of the rainbow! I will intend/pray for her speedy recovery! It is sooo stressful when a child is ill! Holding your child as you have been doing is one of the best medicines out there--Unconditonal Love.

Thanks for the prayers, though she is and has been one tough cookie since day 1, and I have no worries as to the outcome. Yes, she has had lots of extra cuddle time today. She actually wanted to be in the Baby Bjorn carrier facing me for a while tonight.

Here is the recipe (organic veggies are best... but as budget allows):

Thanks for the recipe. I make something very similar Yes, organic, not sprayed with tons of pesticides...

Aww, she looks just like her daddy!

Ok well maybe not "just like", but I can definitely tell she's yours!

People always say "She looks like you". I always reply, "Yeah, except cuter". I used to say "Yeah, except cute", but a number of women gave me a hard time for that, so I had to change my tune It made me shake my head at the mother when she stood up in court (during visitation pre-trial proceedings) and yelled to the judge "He isn't the father!". The judge calmly said, "Ok then, you can pay for the paternity test, which I believe costs about $800". Of course, there is no doubt she is mine, and her lawyer was also shaking his head.

I agree with both of you! Doing a great job P! (No thanks required.)

Good thing no thanks required. I shall end this post with a quote

Flattery and insults raise the same question: What do you want? ~ Mason Cooley