02-18-2010, 04:57 PM
@ fairyfarmgirl
you know i find it very interesting how it is assumed that you are totally in control of what happens to you. when in reality the universe has equal say in what happens to you too. it's a give and get type of thing. yet to be Fair.. i am VERY happy of who i am and even in my physical condition. what i don't like is, yes i do get tired sometimes. it is annoying that i am not as mobile or flexible as i once was. but aside that im cool beans. i guess with no drive there is no motive for change. which gives me the results that i am in right?
btw thank you for that info on msg after hearing you out and reading up on many reserach articles regarding it I'm going to stay away from it completely.
@ Questioner
i joined the army because i was a dumb 17 year old and i thought end of the world was coming with revelation and war with Persia. so i wanted to avoid it by joining in early on and exiting out before a draft. or at least if i had gone i went into something that wasn't infantry. me being in shape was just a by-product of joining the army. it was nice that i had those muscles and all but not important to me. i actually just want to be a modest 170-175. i can't do 150 again.. it was HARD work to get there.
but yes i need to eat home more often. i spend way too much money going out. i spend a serious chunk of change doing that. however in the comming weeks i find myself working 11 hour days 5 days a week and i just don't have the time sometimes to cook. or even if my g/f cooks i come home in the oddest times of the day/evening. it's a pretty bad irregular schedule. i hope you can imagine my sleeping schedule.
@ Eddie
hey Eddie i live in crowdedville Southern California. not possible unless i plant some small plants on my balcony which most likely my cat will much on it for sheer boredom.
you know i find it very interesting how it is assumed that you are totally in control of what happens to you. when in reality the universe has equal say in what happens to you too. it's a give and get type of thing. yet to be Fair.. i am VERY happy of who i am and even in my physical condition. what i don't like is, yes i do get tired sometimes. it is annoying that i am not as mobile or flexible as i once was. but aside that im cool beans. i guess with no drive there is no motive for change. which gives me the results that i am in right?
btw thank you for that info on msg after hearing you out and reading up on many reserach articles regarding it I'm going to stay away from it completely.
@ Questioner
i joined the army because i was a dumb 17 year old and i thought end of the world was coming with revelation and war with Persia. so i wanted to avoid it by joining in early on and exiting out before a draft. or at least if i had gone i went into something that wasn't infantry. me being in shape was just a by-product of joining the army. it was nice that i had those muscles and all but not important to me. i actually just want to be a modest 170-175. i can't do 150 again.. it was HARD work to get there.
but yes i need to eat home more often. i spend way too much money going out. i spend a serious chunk of change doing that. however in the comming weeks i find myself working 11 hour days 5 days a week and i just don't have the time sometimes to cook. or even if my g/f cooks i come home in the oddest times of the day/evening. it's a pretty bad irregular schedule. i hope you can imagine my sleeping schedule.
@ Eddie
hey Eddie i live in crowdedville Southern California. not possible unless i plant some small plants on my balcony which most likely my cat will much on it for sheer boredom.