12-25-2012, 10:12 PM
Interesting thread. Got a right ear tone a I was contemplating post which was also the time I was reading about Eddie's Clovis life. Mind you, I've felt a strong affinity to maybe being 5D, maybe latwii, with very strong connections to Ra.
Strong Affinity:
-Roman era. Roman general or politician. I'm drawn to all things roman and to a lesser extent the bronze age.
Via hypnosis (at least the ones with some resonance):
-one life where I was a small group leader of energy beings. We were strings of energy in like a classroom in empty space where we focused on the galaxy around us. I felt like I was going to go on a journey and incarnate again because there was so much more to learn. I have a strong real life affinity to taking the hard but most educational path.
-roman estate holder. I just remember being disappointed with the choices I made in that life because I chose material success in return for te estrangement of my wife and children. I died alone and unhappy.
-small time feudal lord in medieval times. I wasn't horribly cruel to the people under me, but I was cold and unfeeling toward their plight because I was trying to build my kingdom which ultimately did not happen. I died alone and unhappy.
-traveling monk/friar in medieval times. Travelled the world on the road and preached love. Died happy.
-frontiers man in early America. Lived with my soulmate wife who died of an illness early in my life. Lived alone in the wilderness in sadness and died alone and unhappy. During the hypnosis I got the distinct feeling that her death was a preincarnative choice by both of us but I just lived out my days bitter and sad.
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Interesting to view my life's current issues through the past lives lense. I definitely chose preincarnatively to explore strong issues of lack of self love and lack of power (which I think I'm finally over!!). I also notice that I enjoy being alone. Ive always avoided relationships - almost as if it feels like I haven't gotten over a long lost love because I also feel guilty about being with women I'm not in love with - but I don't think it's really a guilt about sex - Sex is definitely abeautiful thing in all it's forms. All this stuff makes sense from an astrological perspective because i was born with 4 retrograde planets. All in all this past life stuff is definitely fascinating!
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Strong Affinity:
-Roman era. Roman general or politician. I'm drawn to all things roman and to a lesser extent the bronze age.
Via hypnosis (at least the ones with some resonance):
-one life where I was a small group leader of energy beings. We were strings of energy in like a classroom in empty space where we focused on the galaxy around us. I felt like I was going to go on a journey and incarnate again because there was so much more to learn. I have a strong real life affinity to taking the hard but most educational path.
-roman estate holder. I just remember being disappointed with the choices I made in that life because I chose material success in return for te estrangement of my wife and children. I died alone and unhappy.
-small time feudal lord in medieval times. I wasn't horribly cruel to the people under me, but I was cold and unfeeling toward their plight because I was trying to build my kingdom which ultimately did not happen. I died alone and unhappy.
-traveling monk/friar in medieval times. Travelled the world on the road and preached love. Died happy.
-frontiers man in early America. Lived with my soulmate wife who died of an illness early in my life. Lived alone in the wilderness in sadness and died alone and unhappy. During the hypnosis I got the distinct feeling that her death was a preincarnative choice by both of us but I just lived out my days bitter and sad.
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Interesting to view my life's current issues through the past lives lense. I definitely chose preincarnatively to explore strong issues of lack of self love and lack of power (which I think I'm finally over!!). I also notice that I enjoy being alone. Ive always avoided relationships - almost as if it feels like I haven't gotten over a long lost love because I also feel guilty about being with women I'm not in love with - but I don't think it's really a guilt about sex - Sex is definitely abeautiful thing in all it's forms. All this stuff makes sense from an astrological perspective because i was born with 4 retrograde planets. All in all this past life stuff is definitely fascinating!
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