02-15-2010, 09:33 PM
Supposedly this is my 1st incarnation on earth. Apparently part of my mission was to eventually go back to wherever I came from and take the information I've gathered here with me. I'm supposed to be learning about love and experiencing the full spectrum of human emotions and opening my heart because all of these things are badly needed where I come from. I was also a supposedly well known figure in this past life, so I guess if I went back, being in a body people would recognize could help. I always thought I left that place to get AWAY from all the nasty, but now it seems my intention to leave was set only so I could later go back and help. Of course, it has been made known to me that I can choose to stay here or whatever else I want to do instead of going back if I so desire. Apparently one of the other people working closely with me on this mission has already chosen to do that, as he has grown very attached to his family.
In the end its just an interesting thing to ponder, and I want to say I'm not trying to focus on this information and make a big deal about it. The best thing I can do right now is to try and cram as much love into each moment as possible. Still, it is hard to not start thinking of all the possibilities. Since I've run into the LOO and all this other metaphysical material, the universe has become a much more interesting place!!!
In the end its just an interesting thing to ponder, and I want to say I'm not trying to focus on this information and make a big deal about it. The best thing I can do right now is to try and cram as much love into each moment as possible. Still, it is hard to not start thinking of all the possibilities. Since I've run into the LOO and all this other metaphysical material, the universe has become a much more interesting place!!!