02-14-2010, 01:53 AM
Nothing to really tell. When it comes to timings, appointments, money, bills, shipping things, making flights, car accidents, motorcycle accidents, anything and everything... it has always been an act of God that gave me exactly what I needed at the very last second/minute. A very long time ago when in the army, after being shot at for the uncountable time, I gave up trying to stay alive, actually going so far as to trying to be killed as often as I could, very unsuccessfully. I realized and came to know it was not for me to decide when my death in this plane would occur, and quit stressing on what I could not control, choosing to control only that which I could; my attitude. I chose to be thankful for each day and began my thanks to the One Creator as soon as I opened my eyes. I don't get shot at anymore and don't try to get myself killed anymore, but I still wake and thank the Creator for every day I have been gifted to walk this earth.