02-12-2010, 05:51 PM
(02-12-2010, 05:12 PM)Cyclops Wrote: This would be a very bold choice. I am 19 years old and 2 years ago I was also not interested in any ego goals like going to college, getting a job and so on. But then I realized that I had to find something more real, I wasn't aware of the LOO at that point.. I was only aware of the negativity and elite and all of those Illuminati and Freemasonry things.. I was exploring at the time the various ways the earth was enslaved and how the people were living in a sleep, I was basically freeloading and not going to school and just looking at everything as being messed up. Now after exploring the LOO I find a different outlook. I learned to accept the ego goals as being that of a learning tool, it was often mentioned that seekers and adepts have a hard time furthering their knowledge because they are overly keen on using the upper energy centers. The upper energy centers therefor do not reach their full potential because the lower energy centers need to be perused and balanced with the upper ones. This is not only physical and mental limitations, but actual choices upon rejecting and looking at the incarnational experience and shallow ego aspects as being unclean and not useful. These are needed tools of learning to balance the lower rays in my opinion.
My parents were as well worried and pissed and such until I got life back on a more balanced track. Which furthered my seeking and allowed me to contemplate more and more. I would also see my parents and my brother as being unawakened because it's all about money/survival/shallow everyday thoughts.
Now I as well have had this question like you, why not just take a trip down to a third world country and physically help and leave my family behind? I feel more inclined towards pursuing more of the metaphysical ways currently, like sharing opinions seeking here with others, learning from them. Being what it is you learn as you go about a balanced life experience of being incarnated and being a seeker. Imagine if you would help at least 1-2 people become awake or help those who are awake further their seeking? while you further your seeking as well?
So in conclusion I don't know the answer to this question you pose but that's fully up to you. And yes it would be a massive service non the less if you choose this.
Thank you for the input. I agree with the metaphysical ways and I think that should be the priority, I do not want to stray from that path. I was thinking, this would be like giving my physical body back to this earth and I would be able to mentally focus more on the metaphysical, especially since money would be out of the equation.
I think I have made up my mind, but if anyone has some other thought feel free to post!