What are you doing 12-21-12? Any Questions for Carla & Jim?

[AnthroHeart]

Last night when I was feeling pretty balanced, I asked Ra to hold me. The energy built slowly, and was very dense, surrounding me on my bed.
I then asked to know their stillness. Boy, that was like an initiation. Intense 3rd eye pressure for like an hour.
Ra suggested I open to all things, including Lucifer (whom I had some fear before of).
In order to realize that all is one, I accepted all things.
Thing is, I only attracted those vibrations within Lucifer that were like my own. So nothing really out of whack (or so I thought. Fooled again).
It was nothing but love (or so I thought).
And today, my mind is clear, and there are some fears in the body that are being cleared gently. It's interesting to see the body tremble when a fear has light shown on it. The mind is still clear.
I'm pretty much steering my experience. If my mind gets cloudy, I intend clear mind. If I need more alertness, I intend alert.
It's a process now of working my fears. But they're not so mind-numbing scary like the ones I cleared the past years. These are more subtle.

If you want a good experience, ask Ra to show you their stillness. But do it when you're in a good mood as it may bring to light some hidden distortions.

Edit: Going back later the idea with Lucifer was a bad idea. If energy is flowing inward, it is negative polarizing. My field was pulling inward BIG TIME. Had Ra not given me a warning, I would have been done for.