02-05-2010, 02:08 PM
The idea of "purpose" from outside the illusion is wholly different from the meaning of that word inside the illusion. From without the "purpose" is to experience a contextual array of energies which provide an opportunity help clarify the energies of your own being, as I understand it. From within, it's about doing things in serial fashion. So, if you're looking for information from the former source, but from the point of view of the latter, lines of communication may become crossed and concepts confused. The intersection of the two may be knowing your own heart's desire. But of course this involves two things: know you and knowing your heart, neither of which are straight forward.
So, after all this written razzmatazz, I leave you right back where you began: asking questions.
Something which could be slightly more useful than the above: if you can tilt yourself into a somewhat more impersonal space where you feel it's not merely "you" asking the questions--instead, it has the feeling that your articulating the feeling of an agglomeration of beings--both the queries and the answers may become more transparent.
So, after all this written razzmatazz, I leave you right back where you began: asking questions.
Something which could be slightly more useful than the above: if you can tilt yourself into a somewhat more impersonal space where you feel it's not merely "you" asking the questions--instead, it has the feeling that your articulating the feeling of an agglomeration of beings--both the queries and the answers may become more transparent.