10-26-2012, 02:48 PM
(10-25-2012, 11:25 PM)zenmaster Wrote: But to really answer your question, the subjective realm of experience enters around the same time the heart chakra opens here. In Spiral Dynamics, it's the "green vMeme". People that are just starting to experience subjective reality tend to see everything according to that perspective and inflate its significance in order to eventually appreciate it more fully. That's funny also. It's a stage.
You hit the nail on the head for my awakening.
I did not awaken because I concerned myself directly with spiritual matters, I was very much trying to find the best personal life philosophy and for most of my adult life pursued selfishness and basing my happiness on external things, such as material things but also where I ranked hierachically to other people, but it never really fit me. Then one day I decided to focus on the internal world of happiness and to change my judgmental thinking (which was an impetus to dominate/be self to change things around me) to an acceptance and to an understanding that the best way to become happy is to focus on my own thinking and my own perception of happiness and find happiness and optimism in every moment. Sound familiar?: (Before I found LOO. Though I found LOO shortly after).
Not counting 2 dreams from my spirit guides around that time, it was only after I started to get these crazy heart chakra energies whenever I spoke spiritual truths that opened my eyes to a subjective reality. And sometimes heart chakra energies that would predict the future (not on demand, unfortunately, in another thread I detailed them)...fucking crazy s***. It was after that I started to explore all things I previously dismissed (after all, I'm a criminal defense lawyer with a background in computer science, you gotta prove s*** to me ) such as crystals, auras, channeling, manifestation, etc. Put me in the insane aslyem already