02-01-2010, 04:55 PM
Ok let me put it this this way...
I once had a friend. He was a good guy, weird. Was naturally born with two colors of hair. A natural chimera. And he was a "hunchback". He was deep into the occult. And really cool. Like no one else I knew. And that's how I met him. He knew a lot about ritual magic. And he taught me stuff. I was into the shamanic and Hindu material at the time. And I gave back from that.
He also had some trouble. Every time I'd meet him he'd slip into a minor psychosis and it took him a few weeks to months to recover from those. I didn't understand I had anything to do with it, until one day a lady called, turned out to be his mother, and told me that she realized I liked him and he liked me. And as much as she loved him having good friends she was worried because he just went crazy after having met with me. And I was a big part of his crazy dreams. I stopped seeing him. In our last communication I told him why, and I gave him the advice to put all his occult stuff away for a while and just work on getting steady. If you develop power your lightbody will affect the people around you much more strongly than it does now. If you're having a bad day everyone around you is having one as well. If you give advice, they may take it as a command. "How can this radiant being be wrong? It surely knows better than ME how to live my life."
Another guy, an ex school mate called me up out of the blue. He needed to know about magic and someone told him I could help. I tried to help him.. 2 weeks later he sunk into a psychosis. It was probably coming up for him which is why he felt he needed to speak to me but after what happened to my other friend I started to feel I was dangerous. He was a brilliant physics student who also made a breakthrough in math that made it to national headlines. Now he's packing condoms in a workplace with mentally retarded colleagues.
What are you going to do if someone runs up to you and just grabs on to you. Not out of malice but because he sees Jesus and he wants to be with Jesus? If you develop power, you'll radiate his aura. What are you going to say? That you're not Jesus? He won't believe you, some of these guys see things. Are you going to pretend to be Jesus? That's what I had to do. I told him to think of me and find peace there. And submit to the people caring for him and work with them to heal himself. It's all I could do. I could not bear the thought of him feeling rejected by Christ. Perhaps this motivates him to accept help and regain his strength. But that wasn't good.
What are you going to do if you tell someone something they're thinking and they freak out and run away from you? There are people who today 10 years after the events won't talk to me and avoid my presence because of things I've seen in them and told them about.
I'm not saying you should avoid growing big. Absolutely not.. You guys I WANT to grow big and powerful, you're the good guys in my book. The thing is you're saying there is no problem. But there are problems and you will encounter them. This is not a reason not to proceed. But it isn't something to take lightly either.
There's an old occult saying: Fools blunder in where angels fear to tread.
I'm not calling you fools. I'm just asking you to be careful.
Again I want you to do this. I want you to gain power. But treat it with respect. Some things you cannot change. Some things you'll damage if you get to close. Accept it and grow more powerful until you can...
This might sound unreal, but magic is a serious tool. It requires a degree of respect. I didn't have it, I was practically suicidal, I would never knowingly hurt anyone not now, not then, but I had no issues with putting myself in harms way. I told you in other threads about some of the stupid things I did. I'm not worried about you guys getting hurt, you probably will have some bumps and bruises but that's only a healthy part of this, what doesn't kill us makes us stronger and it's really not that dangerous that I fear for your wellbeing. It's like going on a long survival trek in unknown terrain with only a compass to guide you. Be careful and you'll be fine.
I once had a friend. He was a good guy, weird. Was naturally born with two colors of hair. A natural chimera. And he was a "hunchback". He was deep into the occult. And really cool. Like no one else I knew. And that's how I met him. He knew a lot about ritual magic. And he taught me stuff. I was into the shamanic and Hindu material at the time. And I gave back from that.
He also had some trouble. Every time I'd meet him he'd slip into a minor psychosis and it took him a few weeks to months to recover from those. I didn't understand I had anything to do with it, until one day a lady called, turned out to be his mother, and told me that she realized I liked him and he liked me. And as much as she loved him having good friends she was worried because he just went crazy after having met with me. And I was a big part of his crazy dreams. I stopped seeing him. In our last communication I told him why, and I gave him the advice to put all his occult stuff away for a while and just work on getting steady. If you develop power your lightbody will affect the people around you much more strongly than it does now. If you're having a bad day everyone around you is having one as well. If you give advice, they may take it as a command. "How can this radiant being be wrong? It surely knows better than ME how to live my life."
Another guy, an ex school mate called me up out of the blue. He needed to know about magic and someone told him I could help. I tried to help him.. 2 weeks later he sunk into a psychosis. It was probably coming up for him which is why he felt he needed to speak to me but after what happened to my other friend I started to feel I was dangerous. He was a brilliant physics student who also made a breakthrough in math that made it to national headlines. Now he's packing condoms in a workplace with mentally retarded colleagues.
What are you going to do if someone runs up to you and just grabs on to you. Not out of malice but because he sees Jesus and he wants to be with Jesus? If you develop power, you'll radiate his aura. What are you going to say? That you're not Jesus? He won't believe you, some of these guys see things. Are you going to pretend to be Jesus? That's what I had to do. I told him to think of me and find peace there. And submit to the people caring for him and work with them to heal himself. It's all I could do. I could not bear the thought of him feeling rejected by Christ. Perhaps this motivates him to accept help and regain his strength. But that wasn't good.
What are you going to do if you tell someone something they're thinking and they freak out and run away from you? There are people who today 10 years after the events won't talk to me and avoid my presence because of things I've seen in them and told them about.
I'm not saying you should avoid growing big. Absolutely not.. You guys I WANT to grow big and powerful, you're the good guys in my book. The thing is you're saying there is no problem. But there are problems and you will encounter them. This is not a reason not to proceed. But it isn't something to take lightly either.
There's an old occult saying: Fools blunder in where angels fear to tread.
I'm not calling you fools. I'm just asking you to be careful.
Again I want you to do this. I want you to gain power. But treat it with respect. Some things you cannot change. Some things you'll damage if you get to close. Accept it and grow more powerful until you can...
This might sound unreal, but magic is a serious tool. It requires a degree of respect. I didn't have it, I was practically suicidal, I would never knowingly hurt anyone not now, not then, but I had no issues with putting myself in harms way. I told you in other threads about some of the stupid things I did. I'm not worried about you guys getting hurt, you probably will have some bumps and bruises but that's only a healthy part of this, what doesn't kill us makes us stronger and it's really not that dangerous that I fear for your wellbeing. It's like going on a long survival trek in unknown terrain with only a compass to guide you. Be careful and you'll be fine.