01-28-2010, 08:32 PM
I'm not sure what you mean by implant. You mean a *thing* actually in my body? Who puts it there? Doctors or something?
I've definitely noticed some kind of interference going on lately. I've had a cloud of depression hanging over my head, like something is sucking all the joy away, and I've been really tired. Plus there have been weird things...
The other night when I was laying in bed about to go to sleep I heard a bunch of stomping noises, like someone was stomping up right beside me, then something touched my knee. It didn’t feel like a hand, more like an energy, and I could feel my pulse very clearly through that knee and this sort of tingling. This continued for several minutes. I’ve also had a lingering cold following me around. I get so freezing cold no matter where I am. Another night something seemed to touch my forehead.
I’ve never been great with the ritual stuff, but I’ll see what I can do. I don’t have a dozen amethyst/rose quartz but I have a good half a dozen. Maybe I could put in some other similar stones. Kyanite has been working incredibly well for me lately. I have some rose oil and some patchouli oil, that’s about it, but I’ve always been good at improvising.
I’ve tried doing the Banishing Ritual of the Lesser Pentagram, but it never seems to work that well. Probably because I still have a bit of an aversion to Christian concepts, due to the overbearing form of the religion I was raised in. I tend to work better with the elements in their raw, natural form, so I am trying to design my own ritual that resonates more with me. Then I wonder if banishing rituals are only heading in the wrong direction. Is it better to accept what is being given to you, even if you feel it is affecting your health?
I discussed this with Q’uo at a meditation once and they offered that attempting to overcome opposition only heightens its effects, but Q’uo has also said it’s okay to defend what you believe in and to “give your belief teeth.” It confuses me...all this makes me feel like a ninny. I sound like something from Ghost Busters.
I've definitely noticed some kind of interference going on lately. I've had a cloud of depression hanging over my head, like something is sucking all the joy away, and I've been really tired. Plus there have been weird things...
The other night when I was laying in bed about to go to sleep I heard a bunch of stomping noises, like someone was stomping up right beside me, then something touched my knee. It didn’t feel like a hand, more like an energy, and I could feel my pulse very clearly through that knee and this sort of tingling. This continued for several minutes. I’ve also had a lingering cold following me around. I get so freezing cold no matter where I am. Another night something seemed to touch my forehead.
I’ve never been great with the ritual stuff, but I’ll see what I can do. I don’t have a dozen amethyst/rose quartz but I have a good half a dozen. Maybe I could put in some other similar stones. Kyanite has been working incredibly well for me lately. I have some rose oil and some patchouli oil, that’s about it, but I’ve always been good at improvising.
I’ve tried doing the Banishing Ritual of the Lesser Pentagram, but it never seems to work that well. Probably because I still have a bit of an aversion to Christian concepts, due to the overbearing form of the religion I was raised in. I tend to work better with the elements in their raw, natural form, so I am trying to design my own ritual that resonates more with me. Then I wonder if banishing rituals are only heading in the wrong direction. Is it better to accept what is being given to you, even if you feel it is affecting your health?
I discussed this with Q’uo at a meditation once and they offered that attempting to overcome opposition only heightens its effects, but Q’uo has also said it’s okay to defend what you believe in and to “give your belief teeth.” It confuses me...all this makes me feel like a ninny. I sound like something from Ghost Busters.