11/11/11 - What will occur? What DID occur?

[yossarian]

It's the 12th now...can't wait till 12-21-2012 and the world ending.

Yes, that's the notion that the elite PTB have instructed the mainstream-media of the capitalist West to instill.

However, people *in the know* who have followed the blog-musings of the well-meaning, spiritually motivated, hyper-intuitive, lovingly zealous, conspiracy monger prophets who spew tremendous relevance know that the *real* date is 12-24-2012 and are preparing for this important occasion accordingly. Hint: it falls on the cycle.

That date of course, is explicitly reinforced by the Ra Material bible as people who have actually studied it for many years with serious spiritual intent can logically discern. It is a precise clock. It can't be otherwise. Hold on a second, the last solar CME combined with the physical and metaphysical earth re-alignments are influencing my attuned aura and telling me that higher-vibrational change is beginning to start to occur.

This energy, the date, and the observed behavior of others on this forum, and the behavior of people in society, at this time all fall in line with real, not make-believe or comfortable ideas of the obsolete yellow-ray system and what the ETs have *actually* been saying.

Can you put this into plain english?

I think you're saying that well-meaning people on blogs are stupid, and that people on this forum are obsolete?

[3DMonkey]

I'm not stupid, and he is on this forum. So I doubt he is saying either.

[apeiron]

Somebody needs a vacation in Hawaii...

[3DMonkey]

Or are they already there??...

[godwide_void]

So, did anybody notice any changes to their reality yesterday?

[3DMonkey]

Changes. Yes. But Reality is the same

[yossarian]

So, did anybody notice any changes to their reality yesterday?

I want to hear about your pharmahuasca trip

[AnthroHeart]

You mean epic changes? Reality is always changing.
Meeting a new furry for me was pretty substantial.

[Monica]

So, did anybody notice any changes to their reality yesterday?

Yes, some personal breakthrus regarding family and personal issues. Not anything that hadn't happened before, but they just happened to happen on 11-11-11.

Also I felt my timeline shift.

But we didn't go poof!

[godwide_void]

So, did anybody notice any changes to their reality yesterday?

I want to hear about your pharmahuasca trip

I'd been expecting to have an extra-dimensional sort of experience with Pharmahuasca where I go "poof" from here without a trace and become pure energy, but that didn't go as planned at all.

I realized, that the true answers I seek aren't found in a chamber of majestic and beautiful geometry with tiny elves, no; the answer is found in the heart, mind, and soul of the person. My trip was a very personal one, and the main focus of it were the souls who I have grown very close to in this incarnation, whom I couldn't imagine living life without (that being my mother and my girlfriend) and I had several personal revelations, a purging of pent-up tension and negativity, and my desire and will to cultivate compassion and love only intensified. After I'd spent the first part of my trip resolving a few internal issues I experienced a very ecstatic dissipation of my being into an everflowing, coalescing stream of consciousness and my body, mind, and soul became indistinguishable and there was no "I" to speak of (as a psychonaut, I'm used to this by now )

When I met with my girlfriend later on in the day, I definitely felt as though there was a major influx of energy starting to happen. My Ajna (brow chakra/third eye) was pulsing and pounding the entire day. I felt receptive of the energies of others around me, and when I passed by people they glanced at me very curiously and shrugged it off. I'm theorizing that the DMT caused me to emit more energy then usual that others around me picked up on but couldn't figure out what it was.

Overall, things felt differently. They still do. My perception of things feels very expanded, and I could feel changes were taking place beyond our scope of reality. It also feels as though my Higher Self takes the helm of my being for an extended period of time following my dimethyltryptal voyages.

Side note:

Oral DMT/Ayahuasca = Spiritually cleansing medicine
Smoked DMT = Akashic soul technology

I'm slightly disappointed what I sought to experience didn't come to fruition, but overall I'm extremely grateful that the Creator gave me the experience of personal healing which I NEEDED as to what I WANTED.

So, did anybody notice any changes to their reality yesterday?

Yes, some personal breakthrus regarding family and personal issues. Not anything that hadn't happened before, but they just happened to happen on 11-11-11.

Also I felt my timeline shift.

But we didn't go poof!

Yep, precisely the same with me.

[apeiron]

We did no go poof no, however, Mr T Rex probably had a different opinion. Do you people think that third density vehicles could have been developed (the sublogos chose opposable thumbs for this experience) without that event 60 million years ago ?

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This is a question.

[hogey11]

Just wanted everyone to know that 11-11-11 brought GREAT change to my life....

This time of great change affected me in some very personal ways. It just so happened that a single, random 100mph wind decided to throw the top of a local cottonwood tree at my house!!! I watched the whole thing as it unraveled; it was as if an invisible giant flicked the top of the tree off the trunk!

Needless to say, my current plate is filled with catalyst pertaining to insurance companies and chainsaws. Luckily, none were harmed, and even the house took it on the chin pretty well. Just a hole in the roof and a busted deck (from what I can tell so far!).

Day of change indeed.

(otherwise it was pleasant.)

[Ruth]

hogey111

You have my deepest sympathy with the insurance company,chainsaw catalysts. I dealt with similar catalysts beginning in June following a wind storm/tornado here in NW Indiana. Still don't have the siding on the house completely repaired - seems it is difficult to "match" and our insurance won't pay to match color, only to repair structure. Sigh.

Best wishes for a speedy "recovery"!

[hogey11]

haha just a long weekend now full of things to do rather than choose to do

The roof is the only pressing matter, and my parent's neighbour of 20+ years is a roofer so I feel it should be alright

also, our insurance is with a credit union so I think they're pretty responsible from what I can tell. The neighbour's insurance people were already over and done cleaning up the yard by 11am next door! (cut down half my problems as well! bonus!) See? i'm already getting help. Thanks for all the intention

[apeiron]

haha just a long weekend now full of things to do rather than choose to do

The roof is the only pressing matter, and my parent's neighbour of 20+ years is a roofer so I feel it should be alright

also, our insurance is with a credit union so I think they're pretty responsible from what I can tell. The neighbour's insurance people were already over and done cleaning up the yard by 11am next door! (cut down half my problems as well! bonus!) See? i'm already getting help. Thanks for all the intention

Hey great that you are handling all this catalyst so well.

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Seems is not even raising your blood pressure a bit!

[yossarian]

haha just a long weekend now full of things to do rather than choose to do

The roof is the only pressing matter, and my parent's neighbour of 20+ years is a roofer so I feel it should be alright

also, our insurance is with a credit union so I think they're pretty responsible from what I can tell. The neighbour's insurance people were already over and done cleaning up the yard by 11am next door! (cut down half my problems as well! bonus!) See? i'm already getting help. Thanks for all the intention

Hey great that you are handling all this catalyst so well.

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Seems is not even raising your blood pressure a bit!

How do we know he isn't just repressing the feelings related to the catalyst and putting on a happy face so that he can appear/believe that he's using the catalyst well?

When people have a tragedy, I'm more worried about them if they are happy, because it indicates they're repressing or dissociating from the tragedy.

A lot of people used to tell me stuff like that by the way. Something terrible would happen to me and people would be like, "Wow you're so calm and even-tempered, you really have it all figured out don't you!"

Not the case. I had my emotions under perfect control, but this was not good for me. In hindsight I believe it is healthier to feel and express the pain, to look miserable when you're really miserable, to cry when it hurts, and to get angry when God drops a fucking tree on your house. That a******. The people who say, "Well I'm just being honest, I really don't feel any pain over this" are the worst off because their acting is so good that they fool themself.

[Oceania]

i agree. when you have to grieve you have to do it properly. feel it, cry and let it out. otherwise it just kills you inside.

[3DMonkey]

I wouldn't be angry about a tree. When I read Hogey11's post, I assumed the most catalyst would come from insurance agents. I'm willing to bet he expressed himself in that regard, but he just didn't bother us with it.

To me, a tree is a tree, wind is wind, and a roof is wood. The three are bound to come together some time.

[Oceania]

i didn't feel changes. i did feel the energies though but i'm prolly not on the same timeline you guys. i still have anger issues that are really explosive.

[yossarian]

i didn't feel changes. i did feel the energies though but i'm prolly not on the same timeline you guys. i still have anger issues that are really explosive.

The fact that your anger is conscious is a good sign. most people's anger is repressed.

Authenticity is the best way to polarization I think. Remember that you chose the anger to learn from it. What is the anger trying to show you?

I'm angry too by the way. I find it helps to feel the anger fully and tell the anger it is okay to be angry but then still resolve to try and see the love in the moment in awareness and understanding distortions

[Sagittarius]

Wall of text incoming brothers.

Wow is all I can say 11/11/11 was huge for me. I won't be able to do it justice but I will attempt to.

i will begin by saying that I had a huge hunch that something was going to happen on 11/11/11, something to me personally. The whole week i had been feeling a huge increase in energy, almost to much energy I felt like I was overflowing. I had pains in my head and back all week. Was impossible for me to sleep during the days leading up to 11/11/11. I did not sleep for almost 4 days, I'am a bad sleeper usually but this was different. Although I didn't sleep I actually did not feel weary at all and felt completely energized.

2 of my best mates moved out of home for the first time into an apartment in the CBD, coincidentally they moved in on the 10th. The sense of familiarity I got when I walked into the apartment was huge.

Anyway enough of the back story I will get straight to the experience. I took a few tabs of lsd. Not particularly a lot and not particularly strong lsd. My friends did not take any so they were inside watching movies all night while I was out on the balcony with just my HD headphones and a 30 pack of cigarettes.

Straight away I knew this was it, I knew I was going to change forever. I got what I asked for and more. I died that night, I thought I knew the meaning of ego death but boy was I wrong. Please note this is an extremely limited description and I find it almost impossible to put words to the experience.

The veil was lifted from my eyes for a short time i believe. I felt like I was everyone and everything. It was very frightening to be honest, and more then once the thought of jumping of the balcony went through my head. I cried a lot, both tears of joy and of sorrow. I experienced endless joy and love as well as endless sorrow and fear. At one point I was pleading with myself to allow myself to leave the state as I felt like I couldn't handle it anymore. It was People on the street sped up and started zipping around everywhere, 100's of cars sped past in an instant, it was like one of those camera shots where they put a city street in fast-motion.

I could see energy's and auras everywhere. What looked like green ray's or spirals were everywhere, my vision had a green like tint affect. Realizations flooded my head for a split second I think I delved into my true-self, it was like my true-self was talking to me through everything around me. So once the tears left my eyes it seamed I had weathered the storm, then the mood changed completely, I felt happy I felt free I felt like I knew what I had to do. I'am and as are a lot of you here for a reason, whether we are wanderer's or just more advanced aspects of this planetary consciousness it does not matter. We will spread the message people will and are waking up.

Again this does it no justice, if anyone has any questions please ask as that may help me explain it better.

[Meerie]

It is great you had such an experience. I would love to try LSD one day as well. Why can't we just buy it at the supermarket?

[yossarian]

I knew what I had to do. I'am and as are a lot of you here for a reason

What is it?

Thanks for sharing your story, it is amazing.

[Sagittarius]

I knew what I had to do. I'am and as are a lot of you here for a reason

What is it?

Thanks for sharing your story, it is amazing.

To aid the harvest. During the period of omni-presence in the experience It was like I felt my contribution to the harvest, everything clicked in my head suddenly. I felt the connection with everything and everyone.

To be honest I think my-higher self was also issuing me a caution with the experience. It was difficult to control very difficult to handle, I felt like a god one instant then the next saw that I was both everything and nothing.

The feeling of being nothing was hard to deal with, experiencing that every other person on this planet is you is frightening and now I feel like I understand this process. If someone who was not knowledgeable or prepared for an experience like this they probably would have jumped off the balcony.

Keep the questions coming guys.

[yossarian]

I knew what I had to do. I'am and as are a lot of you here for a reason

What is it?

Thanks for sharing your story, it is amazing.

To aid the harvest. During the period of omni-presence in the experience It was like I felt my contribution to the harvest, everything clicked in my head suddenly. I felt the connection with everything and everyone.

To be honest I think my-higher self was also issuing me a caution with the experience. It was difficult to control very difficult to handle, I felt like a god one instant then the next saw that I was both everything and nothing.

The feeling of being nothing was hard to deal with, experiencing that every other person on this planet is you is frightening and now I feel like I understand this process. If someone who was not knowledgeable or prepared for an experience like this they probably would have jumped off the balcony.

Keep the questions coming guys.

Why did you want to jump? Due to emotional pain? Did you feel love? Did you learn any insights you could put into words? How far along is the harvest?

[Sagittarius]

I knew what I had to do. I'am and as are a lot of you here for a reason

What is it?

Thanks for sharing your story, it is amazing.

To aid the harvest. During the period of omni-presence in the experience It was like I felt my contribution to the harvest, everything clicked in my head suddenly. I felt the connection with everything and everyone.

To be honest I think my-higher self was also issuing me a caution with the experience. It was difficult to control very difficult to handle, I felt like a god one instant then the next saw that I was both everything and nothing.

The feeling of being nothing was hard to deal with, experiencing that every other person on this planet is you is frightening and now I feel like I understand this process. If someone who was not knowledgeable or prepared for an experience like this they probably would have jumped off the balcony.

Keep the questions coming guys.

Why did you want to jump? Due to emotional pain? Did you feel love? Did you learn any insights you could put into words? How far along is the harvest?

I didn't want to jump but I thought about it more then once. I just felt like I couldn't handle it. It was like nothing I have ever come close to experiencing. It was like I tapped into the collective consciousness of the earth. I was everything and nothing, I'am trying hard to describe it but I honestly can't. It was unlike any meditation I have ever been in, different to the feeling of astral travel, different to lucid dreams, this was no faint feeling from my sub-conscious, I was consciously everyone. It basically completely shattered my world, knowing about it and experiencing it are very different things.

I felt immense love, after coming out of that state all I felt was love, I saw felt and experienced complete nothingness, when I snapped out of storm so to speak and looked off the balcony all I could see was love, again difficult to describe but just imagine feeling love for everything you look at. I cried tears of joy, that was the moment, the moment the whole experience was created for. I knew I was here to assist in the harvesting, it was more then a knowing though it was an extreme wanting, like every cell in my body was urging me to that conclusion.

As for insights I learnt nothing more then what I already knew, I just experienced what I knew. There is no if's or but's for me anymore, no over-thinking, no doubts or fears.

As for how for along the harvest is I do not know, I feel it is close. I know that experience was to help prepare me for it.

[yossarian]

When you were experiencing everyone were you also aware of individuals at the same time? What was it like to be identified with other people?

Were you aware of being anyone that you know personally?

How visual was the trip? Did you have visuals or was it mainly a feeling thing? Was there any audio that differs from normal consciousness?

Are you conscious of your ego at this moment? Were you conscious of your ego before the trip? During the trip? Could you observe the ego from an egoless place?

What are you personally going to do to help with the harvest? How have you been helping? Is it mainly by natural vibration or is there a more concrete form of service as well?

When you were consciously everyone, is this still from the sensory perspective of your own body? Like you are still in your own body and still feel your normal senses but are able to identify yourself as being all others and all things?

How would you contrast the feeling of being the collective consciousness with the feeling of being yourself? How would you contrast the feeling of being an object with the feeling of being yourself?

When you were nothing, did the rest of the universe still exist and you identified as no part of that universe?

When you felt like a god. did you feel creative power? Did you create anything or was it more about observation? Could you expand on what feeling like a god feels like?

Sorry if this is too many questions, I love the answers you're giving. Thanks for sharing this.

[AnthroHeart]

Back on 10/28/11 I had an experience I had to call 911 because my mind kept expanding and I couldn't contain it. I had created this beautiful creation, but then I saw the dark side of it, and couldn't escape. I thought I was being pulled into the negative side of my creation, into negative 4D. That was frightening. There was heat and it made my body hurt. I looked up "new type of star" on google, and found "cataclysmic variable star", which freaked me out even more, since I thought I was heading into this star.

It actually gave me thoughts of suicide for a moment when I thought I was going to have to live in the 4D negative side of what I had created. Then I went to a mental hospital for the week. Doing much better now, although there are still fears of "losing control" of my creation. I seriously thought I had made a mistake in this creation.

I wonder if facing all of our fears is part of the harvest. There's some really creepy stuff that was hard for me to embrace. And I can attest to the not really sleeping for 3-4 days, being energized.

Though there was an equal amount of love in my experience to balance it all out. But the amount of synchronicities, and universal-level knowledge available can be frightening.

[Sagittarius]

When you were experiencing everyone were you also aware of individuals at the same time? What was it like to be identified with other people?

Were you aware of being anyone that you know personally?

How visual was the trip? Did you have visuals or was it mainly a feeling thing? Was there any audio that differs from normal consciousness?

Are you conscious of your ego at this moment? Were you conscious of your ego before the trip? During the trip? Could you observe the ego from an egoless place?

What are you personally going to do to help with the harvest? How have you been helping? Is it mainly by natural vibration or is there a more concrete form of service as well?

When you were consciously everyone, is this still from the sensory perspective of your own body? Like you are still in your own body and still feel your normal senses but are able to identify yourself as being all others and all things?

How would you contrast the feeling of being the collective consciousness with the feeling of being yourself? How would you contrast the feeling of being an object with the feeling of being yourself?

When you were nothing, did the rest of the universe still exist and you identified as no part of that universe?

When you felt like a god. did you feel creative power? Did you create anything or was it more about observation? Could you expand on what feeling like a god feels like?

Sorry if this is too many questions, I love the answers you're giving. Thanks for sharing this.

Wow thanks for the questions I will attempt to answer them has descriptively as possible.

Were you aware of being anyone that you know personally?

This was a big part of the experience. Two of my closest friends where in the apartment at the time. I have been friends with them since I was about 6 or 7. It felt like what I was learning they where learning although perhaps in a more sub-conscious level. It felt like my relationship with them was the relationship with myself, It was extremely strong at one point when we were all on the lounge watching tv. This was just after the intense little section of my trip. I could not distinguish between them and me. I was having conversations with myself through myself when talking to them. Every time one of them spoke I got that familiar feeling of an epiphany clicking, if that makes any sense, It was almost like my higher self was speaking through them.

How visual was the trip? Did you have visuals or was it mainly a feeling thing? Was there any audio that differs from normal consciousness?

Extremely visual, never seen anything like it sober or on lsd and like I said I didn't take much lsd and the tabs where particularly weak. Energy patterns everywhere, green spirals falling from the sky, everything was buzzing and glowing and vibrating and shifting. I could control the shape and colour of objects using open eyed visualization.

Then we come to the intense storm. To be honest as time goes on what I saw during that trance fades. Basically I had no body, my vision was extremely wide and it was like I could see my eyes even though I was looking through them. Trying to describe how you could see and feel everything is nigh impossible. Imagine the feeling of waking up suddenly but the person who you think you are is dead, your individuality is gone you are one with everything in existence. It was like the vision of everything in the world just flashed into my consciousness, another thing I will note is I felt how short this time in the 3d really is, poof its gone in a flash, by the end of it I was extremely relieved to come back to my body, this was another lesson from my higher self I think. I was becoming distant I guess over the past few months with the world in my mind, this most definitely made me appreciate this place so much more. When I came back to the relief and feeling of complete love was incredible.

Lots of crazy vibration like humming and at one point something similar to a jet plane taking of. Music was incredible though.


When you were nothing, did the rest of the universe still exist and you identified as no part of that universe?

No I was everything, as in everything that ever was or shall be. I really can't describe it, impossible to, I'am sorry I can't relate it to anything.

Afraid I have to hit the sack I will answer them all tomorrow. Night friends.

[AnthroHeart]

It can get exhausting being in that state of one with everything, right?
I remember when I was at universal consciousness, there was no rest for me. It seemed like that for a week or two. I did sleep, but during waking time, I had to constantly keep myself balanced.

I think as we go on, we're given increasing amounts of Light that we are able to handle and integrate. I tell you I've been at the limit of my ability to handle.

Would you say you were pushed to your limit?