07-17-2011, 07:45 PM
(This post was last modified: 05-07-2012, 03:25 PM by godwide_void.)
It has been nearly 2 years since I had found the Law of One material through odd circumstances (or is it, that it had found me?) but the ripples of change it has sent forth throughout my life can be still felt today, and are only intensified with each passing day.
I apologize in advance for the terribly long read but I have included a gift for all divine sparks who reach the conclusion of my story.
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[Backstory]
My childhood was one fraught with several experiences which sent me spiraling into an abyss of misanthropy and extreme introversion. But it had not always been as such. Even when I was as young as 10, 11 years of age I would do what I could to help others. I'd spent alot of time on the internet, befriending others, and I would always let everyone know that I do not judge, and that I would always listen and offer whatever insight I could. Which I did; yet at that age I did not have much life experience, yet there I was giving insight into situations I had never underwent and with extreme clarity, to people several years older than me, and in each instance my insight did indeed prove to assist them. For the people around me, I got along with essentially everyone.
By the time Jr. High came is when certain life experiences were thrown at me which resulted in my alienation of everyone around me, constant shunning and bullying and separation. Yet I never acted out against anyone in anger, nor did I ever have a serious thought of violence against any. Yet I convinced myself that I was a misanthrope and I hated everyone around me, because they had hated me because of a lie. Did the world really operate in such a manner, that lies and illusions could seriously benight someones reasoning and rationality? Apparently so.
In High School I immersed myself in alternative subculture, identifying and conveying myself as a loner, an introvert, and I did not wish to associate with anybody. Yet somehow, people were drawn towards me. My friends commented on this that while I am an introvert I am simultaneously a social butterfly. Paradoxical, contradictory, perhaps? No. My introversion was partially a defense mechanism so these 'others' could not harm me again. Yet it was acceptance which I desired, and I'd received, but by the end of High School I learned to not seek to complete myself through others. I learned to turn my loneliness into peaceful solitude.
As early as I can remember I'd been into the metaphysical, the mind, the true nature of reality, philosophy, psychology even as a child. The mysteries of the divine piqued my interest, and this material world did little to satisfy my insatiable desire. My interests never aligned with others, in a sense I was an outcast, with a penchant for escapism and abstractions, and an affinity for the more odd, extreme and fantastic things of this world. The video games I immersed myself in (Final Fantasy, etc.), the music I enjoyed, etc. I was the only 6th grader who was even remotely familiar with Nietzsche! and who did not occupy my time with the normal distractions and herd mentality of that time. Thus it was only the logical progression for me that I turned my interests towards consciousness-altering technologies. My relationship with them began mid-way through High School, at first for recreation, but over time as my beliefs changed so did my reasons for utilizing them. When my misanthropy and distaste for people festered in me so did my beliefs begin to take some negative form of their own. I had once been a very hardcore atheist, anti-religious, anti-everything. Through my various entheogenic experiences over the years I began to open myself up and began embracing spiritual beliefs, yet never truly understood them. [/backstory]
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One day, 2 years ago I found myself in a dark place in my life. I did not know where to turn to, what to do, where to look, what to believe in. I decided what I needed at that point was some sort of soul cleansing. I needed a spiritual rebirth, and I prepared myself for such an experience. Late in the night I had ingested a dissociative, and an entheogen, and I stated that I sought a spiritual re-awakening. I embarked on a 2 mile pilgrimage to a forest near my area, sat and meditated for hours. It was exactly what I needed... it felt as though my old self had been "obliterated" in a sense, the shackles which once held me and prevented me from being alive torn from me. I had been reading Miyamoto Musashi's book 'Dokkodo: The Way of Walking Alone" in the days prior to the experience. Its precepts outlined resonated with me and were fresh in my mind. Thus the morning after the experience I could not help but embody those teachings. Every moment of my life for the 3 months following that experience, every chance I had I attempted to relearn how to be humble. I thought lightly of myself, and deeply of the world. I helped everyone I could, I tried only to spread positive vibrations and energies to others and to myself become a beacon of light. Mind you, this being the same individual who was once misanthropic, introverted, and alienated from others.
Later that year I came across 2 works of literature which would lay the foundation for my subsequent introduction to the Law of One material. The first, was a Hare Krishna book which had been given to me by a random monk in the NYC subway on my way home. I was standing there and something compelled me to walk further down the platform, away from the front of where the train would be where I needed to get on, and I could see him looking in my direction, at me specifically, out of all the people there. At this point in my life I `had a developed for myself a slight spiritual disposition and tried to meditate on my own when I could. Thus we conversed, he had given me the book, smiled (though I only had $2 on me instead of the suggested donation, he still bid me well) and I began reading when the train arrived. This book opened my mind to a much more positive worldview, to spiritual unity, and love - something I had never developed a real relationship with.
The second book was actually one that had been in my home since before I was born! It was "The Sleeping Prophet - Edgar Cayce" that my parents owned that one day I decided to pull out and read after I'd finished reading the Hare Krishna book. This book introduced me to the phenomenon known as "channeling". Had I never read this book I probably would have dismissed the next material I read as complete hogwash.
I do not recall exactly how I had come across the Law of One Material. I just know, that when I did, I complete immersed myself in it. Day in, day out, I could not help but read page after page of the sessions. The replies were sophisticated, the information could not have been devised by any human being. I read it, but did not understand it immediately. I did not immediately apply the LOO to any practical use in my life, yet it was still something I pondered often. It was simply too much material to digest! Yet it never felt like I was learning something NEW; rather, it felt as though I was remembering some knowledge I had simply forgotten.
Eventually, however, I began making sense of it. I reflected on my entire life, with the newfound perspective which the Law of One material facilitated in me. I instantly understood WHY I had undergone every experience I had, and made sense of my purpose and mission here. I understood I had chosen to undergo these experiences, and I saw the connection between every single occurence in my life. It all made perfect sense now...
One thing which solidified my reflections was this: I am a musician. In High School, during my graphic design computer class I spent most of my time with a music creation program called Garageband during class. I found that I would fall into a trance while I was composing, and I would just begin to create soundscapes. It was automatic, and with titles such as "A Universe, Untouched By Mankind", "Arcane Surrealism", "GOD", etc. This was before I delved into spirituality and these were peaceful, metaphysical ambient pieces. I never understood why I manifested these, but eventually I came to understand that they were just that, manifested. These songs played a vital role in my life, as they were my personal soundtracks for my psychedelic and entheogenic meditation sessions. I have come to the conclusion these songs were channeled in some way, be it from my Higher Self or some other source.
Really, it was the conjunction of the Law of One, intellect, psychedelics, entheogens and spirituality which have paved my journey and continue to do so, and have allowed me to remember that I am indeed a Wanderer, and I have awoken to my mission to raise the planetary vibration, and I understand the talents I have been incarnated with and how they must be utilized. The beginning of 2011 marked my rapid acceleration of my awakening (as 2011 was said to be the year which consciousness would be accelerated and I have witnessed plenty of events which confirm this, both externally and in my own life). The phenomenon of thoughts = manifestations has become quite a real law in my life. The synchronicities have been occurring VERY frequently. Ever since my first Ayahuasca voyage 2 years ago (just a little bit prior to my finding of the LOO) it has felt as thought I have been gradually piercing through the veil. The beginning of this year marked my first excursions with The Spirit Molecule (Dimethyltryptamine) in its smoked form which I understand to be much more than a mere hallucinogen or tryptamine. I understand it to be akashic soul technology and its usage in conjunction with an approaching of the experience with a comprehension of the Law of One material has allowed me to reaffirm my beliefs and the notion that I am indeed Creator, as we are all, and has shown me proof of the writings of the Law of One (let us just say, that I have been shown a glimpse of 8th Density).
And thus I live each day with a clear comprehension that all others around me are indeed myself, each embarking on their own journeys of rediscovery, in this grand game of hide and seek we play with ourselves. I know that in order for the mechanisms of Free Will to properly function it is imperative that a veil placed which causes one to forget that they are indeed the Creator. I attempt to consciously see the love in every moment, and work my way towards peace in all experiences, and take each experience as a lesson, and I understand why I am given particular experiences. The Law of One has changed my life forever, and I would like to personally extend my grand love and gratitude to the wonderful trio whose joyful service allowed the message of penultimate unity be transmitted to us through their many sessions to plumb the nature of existence.
I spoke of my having learned of my mission here. I also spoke of my being a musician. Well, it goes without saying that the reason for my choosing to be incarnated in this density of illusions at this particular time is to raise the planetary vibration and awareness through music.
This album is my gift to the entire Creation. It is my way of showing appreciation for being allowed the opportunity to exist, and experience, and (my mission) as a way to act as catalyst for those unaware of their true nature in preparation for the coming harvest. It is also dedicated in part to the glorious, beautiful trio of souls we all know (Carla, Jim, Don (R.I.P) for their work.
![[Image: TheLawofOneCOVERART.jpg]](http://i1090.photobucket.com/albums/i362/godwide_void/TheLawofOneCOVERART.jpg)
Tracklisting
[font=Trebuchet MS]1[/font]) Invoking Intelligent Infinity (Intro)
2) Veritas Manet In Aeternum
3) Behold... The Firmament
4) Devachanic Bleedthrough
5) Merging With The Logos, Unto Them
6) The Lemniscate Throne
7) If You Seek His Monument... Look Around You
8) The Ascension Inwards
9) Pranayamic Transcendence
10) A New World (Bringing Fourth Density)
11) The Law of One
Let no consideration of bird or beast, darkness or light, shape or shadow keep any which seeks from the central consideration of unity. - Ra, a humble messenger of the Law of One
Bless all forms of existence.
- Dmitri, a passing Wanderer and spreader of unity and love
I would also like to take the time to say that I am overjoyed that such a community such as this one exists. I had been meaning to join here and share my story for a while but never had the will to do so. It is comforting and joyful to know I am not alone in my journey and I bid you all light and love in your respective paths.
Namaste
I apologize in advance for the terribly long read but I have included a gift for all divine sparks who reach the conclusion of my story.
-------------------
[Backstory]
My childhood was one fraught with several experiences which sent me spiraling into an abyss of misanthropy and extreme introversion. But it had not always been as such. Even when I was as young as 10, 11 years of age I would do what I could to help others. I'd spent alot of time on the internet, befriending others, and I would always let everyone know that I do not judge, and that I would always listen and offer whatever insight I could. Which I did; yet at that age I did not have much life experience, yet there I was giving insight into situations I had never underwent and with extreme clarity, to people several years older than me, and in each instance my insight did indeed prove to assist them. For the people around me, I got along with essentially everyone.
By the time Jr. High came is when certain life experiences were thrown at me which resulted in my alienation of everyone around me, constant shunning and bullying and separation. Yet I never acted out against anyone in anger, nor did I ever have a serious thought of violence against any. Yet I convinced myself that I was a misanthrope and I hated everyone around me, because they had hated me because of a lie. Did the world really operate in such a manner, that lies and illusions could seriously benight someones reasoning and rationality? Apparently so.
In High School I immersed myself in alternative subculture, identifying and conveying myself as a loner, an introvert, and I did not wish to associate with anybody. Yet somehow, people were drawn towards me. My friends commented on this that while I am an introvert I am simultaneously a social butterfly. Paradoxical, contradictory, perhaps? No. My introversion was partially a defense mechanism so these 'others' could not harm me again. Yet it was acceptance which I desired, and I'd received, but by the end of High School I learned to not seek to complete myself through others. I learned to turn my loneliness into peaceful solitude.
As early as I can remember I'd been into the metaphysical, the mind, the true nature of reality, philosophy, psychology even as a child. The mysteries of the divine piqued my interest, and this material world did little to satisfy my insatiable desire. My interests never aligned with others, in a sense I was an outcast, with a penchant for escapism and abstractions, and an affinity for the more odd, extreme and fantastic things of this world. The video games I immersed myself in (Final Fantasy, etc.), the music I enjoyed, etc. I was the only 6th grader who was even remotely familiar with Nietzsche! and who did not occupy my time with the normal distractions and herd mentality of that time. Thus it was only the logical progression for me that I turned my interests towards consciousness-altering technologies. My relationship with them began mid-way through High School, at first for recreation, but over time as my beliefs changed so did my reasons for utilizing them. When my misanthropy and distaste for people festered in me so did my beliefs begin to take some negative form of their own. I had once been a very hardcore atheist, anti-religious, anti-everything. Through my various entheogenic experiences over the years I began to open myself up and began embracing spiritual beliefs, yet never truly understood them. [/backstory]
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One day, 2 years ago I found myself in a dark place in my life. I did not know where to turn to, what to do, where to look, what to believe in. I decided what I needed at that point was some sort of soul cleansing. I needed a spiritual rebirth, and I prepared myself for such an experience. Late in the night I had ingested a dissociative, and an entheogen, and I stated that I sought a spiritual re-awakening. I embarked on a 2 mile pilgrimage to a forest near my area, sat and meditated for hours. It was exactly what I needed... it felt as though my old self had been "obliterated" in a sense, the shackles which once held me and prevented me from being alive torn from me. I had been reading Miyamoto Musashi's book 'Dokkodo: The Way of Walking Alone" in the days prior to the experience. Its precepts outlined resonated with me and were fresh in my mind. Thus the morning after the experience I could not help but embody those teachings. Every moment of my life for the 3 months following that experience, every chance I had I attempted to relearn how to be humble. I thought lightly of myself, and deeply of the world. I helped everyone I could, I tried only to spread positive vibrations and energies to others and to myself become a beacon of light. Mind you, this being the same individual who was once misanthropic, introverted, and alienated from others.
Later that year I came across 2 works of literature which would lay the foundation for my subsequent introduction to the Law of One material. The first, was a Hare Krishna book which had been given to me by a random monk in the NYC subway on my way home. I was standing there and something compelled me to walk further down the platform, away from the front of where the train would be where I needed to get on, and I could see him looking in my direction, at me specifically, out of all the people there. At this point in my life I `had a developed for myself a slight spiritual disposition and tried to meditate on my own when I could. Thus we conversed, he had given me the book, smiled (though I only had $2 on me instead of the suggested donation, he still bid me well) and I began reading when the train arrived. This book opened my mind to a much more positive worldview, to spiritual unity, and love - something I had never developed a real relationship with.
The second book was actually one that had been in my home since before I was born! It was "The Sleeping Prophet - Edgar Cayce" that my parents owned that one day I decided to pull out and read after I'd finished reading the Hare Krishna book. This book introduced me to the phenomenon known as "channeling". Had I never read this book I probably would have dismissed the next material I read as complete hogwash.
I do not recall exactly how I had come across the Law of One Material. I just know, that when I did, I complete immersed myself in it. Day in, day out, I could not help but read page after page of the sessions. The replies were sophisticated, the information could not have been devised by any human being. I read it, but did not understand it immediately. I did not immediately apply the LOO to any practical use in my life, yet it was still something I pondered often. It was simply too much material to digest! Yet it never felt like I was learning something NEW; rather, it felt as though I was remembering some knowledge I had simply forgotten.
Eventually, however, I began making sense of it. I reflected on my entire life, with the newfound perspective which the Law of One material facilitated in me. I instantly understood WHY I had undergone every experience I had, and made sense of my purpose and mission here. I understood I had chosen to undergo these experiences, and I saw the connection between every single occurence in my life. It all made perfect sense now...
One thing which solidified my reflections was this: I am a musician. In High School, during my graphic design computer class I spent most of my time with a music creation program called Garageband during class. I found that I would fall into a trance while I was composing, and I would just begin to create soundscapes. It was automatic, and with titles such as "A Universe, Untouched By Mankind", "Arcane Surrealism", "GOD", etc. This was before I delved into spirituality and these were peaceful, metaphysical ambient pieces. I never understood why I manifested these, but eventually I came to understand that they were just that, manifested. These songs played a vital role in my life, as they were my personal soundtracks for my psychedelic and entheogenic meditation sessions. I have come to the conclusion these songs were channeled in some way, be it from my Higher Self or some other source.
Really, it was the conjunction of the Law of One, intellect, psychedelics, entheogens and spirituality which have paved my journey and continue to do so, and have allowed me to remember that I am indeed a Wanderer, and I have awoken to my mission to raise the planetary vibration, and I understand the talents I have been incarnated with and how they must be utilized. The beginning of 2011 marked my rapid acceleration of my awakening (as 2011 was said to be the year which consciousness would be accelerated and I have witnessed plenty of events which confirm this, both externally and in my own life). The phenomenon of thoughts = manifestations has become quite a real law in my life. The synchronicities have been occurring VERY frequently. Ever since my first Ayahuasca voyage 2 years ago (just a little bit prior to my finding of the LOO) it has felt as thought I have been gradually piercing through the veil. The beginning of this year marked my first excursions with The Spirit Molecule (Dimethyltryptamine) in its smoked form which I understand to be much more than a mere hallucinogen or tryptamine. I understand it to be akashic soul technology and its usage in conjunction with an approaching of the experience with a comprehension of the Law of One material has allowed me to reaffirm my beliefs and the notion that I am indeed Creator, as we are all, and has shown me proof of the writings of the Law of One (let us just say, that I have been shown a glimpse of 8th Density).
And thus I live each day with a clear comprehension that all others around me are indeed myself, each embarking on their own journeys of rediscovery, in this grand game of hide and seek we play with ourselves. I know that in order for the mechanisms of Free Will to properly function it is imperative that a veil placed which causes one to forget that they are indeed the Creator. I attempt to consciously see the love in every moment, and work my way towards peace in all experiences, and take each experience as a lesson, and I understand why I am given particular experiences. The Law of One has changed my life forever, and I would like to personally extend my grand love and gratitude to the wonderful trio whose joyful service allowed the message of penultimate unity be transmitted to us through their many sessions to plumb the nature of existence.
I spoke of my having learned of my mission here. I also spoke of my being a musician. Well, it goes without saying that the reason for my choosing to be incarnated in this density of illusions at this particular time is to raise the planetary vibration and awareness through music.
This album is my gift to the entire Creation. It is my way of showing appreciation for being allowed the opportunity to exist, and experience, and (my mission) as a way to act as catalyst for those unaware of their true nature in preparation for the coming harvest. It is also dedicated in part to the glorious, beautiful trio of souls we all know (Carla, Jim, Don (R.I.P) for their work.
Tracklisting
[font=Trebuchet MS]1[/font]) Invoking Intelligent Infinity (Intro)
2) Veritas Manet In Aeternum
3) Behold... The Firmament
4) Devachanic Bleedthrough
5) Merging With The Logos, Unto Them
6) The Lemniscate Throne
7) If You Seek His Monument... Look Around You
8) The Ascension Inwards
9) Pranayamic Transcendence
10) A New World (Bringing Fourth Density)
11) The Law of One
Let no consideration of bird or beast, darkness or light, shape or shadow keep any which seeks from the central consideration of unity. - Ra, a humble messenger of the Law of One
Bless all forms of existence.
- Dmitri, a passing Wanderer and spreader of unity and love
I would also like to take the time to say that I am overjoyed that such a community such as this one exists. I had been meaning to join here and share my story for a while but never had the will to do so. It is comforting and joyful to know I am not alone in my journey and I bid you all light and love in your respective paths.
Namaste
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Really even if 2 people go "I wonder what the Law of One is" and happen upon this material I will be overjoyed. Thus I offer this album here as catalyst, and I do not seek monetary gain, and I wish only to spread good vibrations to all others the best way I know how: through audial means!
The genre I dabble in I have dubbed "metaphysical ambient". 
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Consciousness is the mover and the moved, the shepherd manages the sheep. Without the shepherd the sheep would be helpless, inefficient, but the shepherd would not exist were it not for the sheep. 
I likiewise feel blessed by your post and your giving of my music a chance. And rest assured, I have many, many more albums to come which I will be sharing with this community in due time for free forever.