11-14-2018, 04:05 PM
(04-27-2018, 02:05 AM)flofrog Wrote: I have had this dream twice. I am hanging from a cable car rope, and I am holding like a group of a dozen skiers above the ground, so obviously it is starting like a sort of service to others and honestly the twelve skiers are so light to hold that I remember thinking they probably didn't have any breakfast cause they are so light. The skier at the bottom is like forty inches above the snow slope and nothing moves for a while, so I get sort of bored, annoyed, even though they are so light, and in the end I get like really irate, even if I try not to, thinking, come on Lower Skier just drop on the ground its not that high, so that the others can drop one by one. In the end I get really annoyed so I think... I am turning to like service to self, and I wake up really annoyed at my impatience.
I can't say I am really proud of myself when I wake up, and it happened twice, what's more, as If I didnt learn anything !!
I can so feel this dream, there is compassion for the skiers but at the same time with an obvious solution present it is frustrating when it isn't taken by those you serve. We have time to get it right, who knows what that is.
Opposite dream I had but it too repeated 3 times till I did it different and the loop stopped.
I'm still not sure I finally got it right or I finally got it wrong but I learned something about myself.
It was a dark dream, and I was a female slave(looked Phillipino and modern day), with other female slaves in a house hold. We were abused physically and emotionally, not sure about sexually but we were in fear and constant danger.
In real life I always thought I could kill someone if I had to, to protect others at least if not myself.
Anyways in the dream I was getting beaten and was going to be killed. I had the upper-hand at one point and myself and another slave who was also going to be killed could have instead easily killed the "owner".
I had the chance but looked him in the face and couldn't, instead he grabbed me by the throat and strangled me. The same sequence repeated twice. The second time I remember saying to myself "I thought I could do this" meaning take a life to protect others/self but again I couldn't bring myself to hurt him so I again was strangled the exact same way.
Third time I killed him by hitting him over the head with something, the police came and now were hunting me, then I woke up.
Oddly I do not think there really was a correct option, in the third loop I saved myself and another but I took a life and had to continue with the karma of that life.
So glad to experience such lessons in dreams vs an entire life building up to that moment.