Eternal Services - Closed

[Hototo]

I have been a little slow with my responses to some, and I apologize! Enourmous shift has happened in my life and I am working in a state of reality that I never dreamed of, so I have been rather engaged in the processing of all that is happening to me. Rest assured, I have not forgotten anyone and will be responding as soon as I can.

You too huh, never under-estimate the power of BL to interject in all manners of creativity. And the effectiveness of a honest searching for love.

At least thats my timeline synch. Since I Seem to be communicating across time and about 2-3 km of space, that, or my ex-gf and I have the very same thought pattern even if separated by years.

(I watch a video of her, she reponds to what I Think now and looks at the camera every time I poke her with my energy even across time, but not to what I said then.)

So either I'm going entirely nuts, or I'm still attached enough to her to poke her and elicit a response 2 years later.

Take your time bro, I'm sure what you're going through is equally odd.

Once that is done, could you do a reading on me. I'm sure you can do your work without any advice from me.

[Unbound]

I have broken the web, you may leave if you can release your bonds.

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Of course, none bind but the self.

[Hototo]

Bonds... James... Bonds...

Never was a fan of that series too much

[Unbound]

Wow! Thank you to those who made such generous donations, I am overwhelmed with gratitude.

[Jeremy]

Wish I could have given more but I'm still playing catch up. Hopefully it can provide ya with some basic necessities

[Plenum]

Wow! Thank you to those who made such generous donations, I am overwhelmed with gratitude.

thank you for your service.

you are doing something that others cannot currently do.

[Unbound]

Aha Oh you and everyone who has offered their value and hearts to me have given more than enough! I am so grateful.

Thanks plenum, I hope to grow this service, it is getting easier to handle all the fields that are connecting with mine. Hopefully I will be able to teach others so they may also use their natural abilities. I am actually working on a book to teach my techniques!

[Hototo]

This is a strange moment, but.

I thank you self in another mask of the self for being my self around the other masks of other selves.

[Unbound]

Words come from the divine, one self and merely find the path of least resistence through the speaker whom is ready to speak.

[Parsons]

Due to a recent experience, I would greatly appreciate you checking me out to make sure I don't have a hole in my energy body or any damage was done.

[Unbound]

I will send you a message today, Parsons, I have been checking out your field since I saw this message. I do not immediately detect any holes or damage or attachments, however there is some activity which you may find significant.

[Parsons]

Hello there, how are you doing?

The first impression I got from reading your field was not any holes or damage, but there does seem to be a yearning from the right side, the masculine, for energies from the left, the feminine.

This seems to me to indicate a desire by the conscious mind to have greater contact and communication with the unconscious mind. In this it feels there is a desire to draw forth greater creativity and creative energies to be expressed through the self, perhaps through some artistic or constructive endeavour.

The potentials of your unconscious are bursting forth but your conscious masculine can only accept that through the conscious choice to accept the belief structures which will allow more of the unconscious to become conscious. More of the esoteric to become unveiled, shining.

This means that a practical use of one's "higher awareness" is being called for. An attempt to walk consistently in the light of magic, divine energy and universal, cosmic awareness, but dwelling within a finite, concentrated vessel of glory and truth. This need not be elaborate, a farmer may do as such, but the point is that you no longer deny your true self and the greater reality that you have become aware of.

You can use this awareness for light by sharing and helping to bring love to others through sharing. By this love, they will share in awareness over time, and every little bit helps.

Thank you for your reply, my friend. I found it quite enlightening, accurate, and interesting.

I didn't really feel like I had done any damage to myself in any way, but I did want to make sure since I went way further 'down the rabbit hole' than intended.

Also, a semi-related question that has to do with my recent afformentioned experience. At some point, an entity commented on the tattoo on my left leg and said something about it being 'Luciferian' which was causing the experience to be negative, which came as a surprise to me. I have a number of different theories that could explain this, but now I am curious whether or not it is true, although my leading theory is it was just some negative entity which capitalized on a situation where I was extremely vulnerable and off balance. I was not afraid or even really phased about it at the time or now, I am just more or less curious to know what that was all about if you can somehow determine that.

[Unbound]

May I ask what you think of the image of the tattoo and what it connotates to you?

[Adonai One]

Thanks for sharing your reading, Parsons. I love reading these things!

[Parsons]

To me, it symbolizes what I assume the artist intended: she is quite lucky to have so many bullets miss her. Moreover, my tattoos symbolize a slightly darker, much more naive time in my life, although it doesn't bother me in the least and I have integrated those experiences into my total being. The mention of that tattoo by that entity(or part of myself?) was completely out of the blue since I hadn't considered my tattoos in quite some time. I'm not sure if this will help figure this out or not as my other two tattoos were not mentioned, but here are the other two: one two.

[Unbound]

Hmm, what comes to me is the idea of the fall, and then a return to light and glory.

Have you ever considered more deeply the current symbolic meanings, to you, of your tattoos?

[Unbound]

Also I have updated the first postttt!

[Plenum]

Also I have updated the first postttt!

good stuff mate. You're bring4th's resident Healer

that is; until BrownEye finds a way to hypnotise us with his words, and entrance us into a suggestible state with his postings alone.



(you can be sure he's working on it right now lol)

peace man

[Unbound]

Well, there are many healers here, but I offer what I can. Also, maybe we are already being hypnotized and we have yet to notice...

[Parsons]

Hmm, what comes to me is the idea of the fall, and then a return to light and glory.

Have you ever considered more deeply the current symbolic meanings, to you, of your tattoos?

No... I will contemplate them further and report back.

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I have considered the first mentioned tattoo Lucky more deeply. To me it represents the 10th Tarot card, the Wheel of Fortune (the Catalyst of the Body as per Ra). The nature of duality contained in this card seems very appropriate for the catalyst of the body I have received in the area of my legs. I was in a motorcycle accident in which the opposite leg was severely injured and the leg with Lucky was unscathed. I also went through a time of extreme financial hardship just after this then received a sizeable medical settlement some months later, in keeping with the Wheel of Fortune theme. All of this makes me wonder if the tattoo or the decision to get that particular tattoo somehow influenced the situation and somehow continues to influence myself.

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Could you expand further on what your take on it was? What you describe sounds like the definition of the Luciferian archetype.

[Unbound]

Lucifer is the dynamic energy of the universe, the nature of the balance between yin and yang. For every up, Lucifer makes sure there is a down, and vice versa. This makes sense with the Wheel of Fortune as Lucifer represents the fluctuation of time and activity from passive to active and active to passive. It also, thus, in that way, represents the dynamic energies of polarity as they endlessly play about eachother.

You have named one half of yourself Lucky, does this mean the other half is Unlucky? Which leg does each pertain to? The left is usually seen as connected with feminine energies and the right with masculine.

[Parsons]

Lucky is on my left leg (the unscathed one). Recently, I went through a period of attempting to balance my feminine and masculine energies. I have only recently realized there is no reason to have to detract from my masculine energies to bring my feminine energies into balance. Also, in my 'accident' and recovery process, then subsequent awakening to spirituality process, I had to allow my highly intellectual mind 'get out of the way' so my intuitional mind could discover spirituality and move away from atheism. I also may have somewhat injured the left hemisphere of my brain in the 'accident' although this has not been confirmed by conventional scientific means. This could have contributed to the process since the left side of the brain is associated with intellect and the *right creativity/intuition.

*Edit, wrote 'left' twice.

[Unbound]

You said before that the tattoos represents a time in your life where you felt you were more naive and less awake, and then an experience caused you to "mature" in a manner.

How do you view yourself in that time, in the past? What is the relationship between you here and now, and your past self?

[Parsons]

I view my past self as no less perfect that my current self. I once saw my old, atheist self as extremely flawed and even cruel and looked at my past ways with some degree of disdain. Now I just view it as just a part of the incarnation process and also believe I chose that experience preincarnatively, although I am not entirely sure why. My best guess why would it would be in extremely stark contrast to what I have morphed in to and my awakening would be extremely satisfying, which it has been. I have been doing my best to forgive any past actions that were controlling and to integrate that in to my total Being.

Also in the writing about and contemplating this, the second tattoo on the same leg as "Lucky" represents similar things to Lucky, as it displays sharp contrast / duality. The last tattoo, "Shade", I am not sure about and will have to contemplate further.

[Unbound]

Hmm, I want to ask, how do you think your past self would view your current self?

[Parsons]

I have considered this before, somehow entering a "time machine" and showing my past self what I have become. I think my past self would literally not believe I was his future self. If I explained my life philosophy/spirituality, he would say that it was nonsensical thinking and did not make sense in the big picture and was full of contradictions. My past self would find my current life to be impossibly boring (meditation) and depressing due to my financial status staying the same.

[Unbound]

I think younger versions of ourselves feel they would be equally baffling to future versions, and think they have them all figured out and so maybe even be a little rebellious. We may sometimes even defy our guides and perhaps more idealistic or even practical thinking to prove a point to other selves, present, past or future. We do this to stake out our individual, the point differentiating itself from the circle. This is the Luciferian treasure, one of them, anyways.

Dynamic, fractalization, stirring, motion caused by differentiation, like fire.

However, every action yields an equal reaction and as the individual point is established within the circle every other point responds and when fire moves, so too does the air, and then comes the water to balance the fire out.

Thus, the point realizes itself as both part and aspect of the circle itself and is somehow the same thing that is now both. This is how we grow, for each point is involved with the whole circle and maintains its shape by their cooperation, but also enable the circle to become any other shape.

We each have many selves within us whom are always interacting in as real of a way as we interact with people outside us, each has its own story. Our task of integration means we must realize how all those stories tie together and where each of them is going, as they are always continuing just as we are.

[Patrick]

I think younger versions of ourselves feel they would be equally baffling to future versions, and think they have them all figured out and so maybe even be a little rebellious. We may sometimes even defy our guides and perhaps more idealistic or even practical thinking to prove a point to other selves, present, past or future. We do this to stake out our individual, the point differentiating itself from the circle. This is the Luciferian treasure, one of them, anyways.

Dynamic, fractalization, stirring, motion caused by differentiation, like fire.

However, every action yields an equal reaction and as the individual point is established within the circle every other point responds and when fire moves, so too does the air, and then comes the water to balance the fire out.

Thus, the point realizes itself as both part and aspect of the circle itself and is somehow the same thing that is now both. This is how we grow, for each point is involved with the whole circle and maintains its shape by their cooperation, but also enable the circle to become any other shape.

We each have many selves within us whom are always interacting in as real of a way as we interact with people outside us, each has its own story. Our task of integration means we must realize how all those stories tie together and where each of them is going, as they are always continuing just as we are.

Truly excellent post my friend !

[ChickenInSpace]

Can you help me look over the chakra-flows of my vessel?

Seldom the one to ask due to instinctive actions, this is a catalyst for stepping up and asking for help.

Tell me if anything is needed from me and you shall have it also provided it is within my power to do so.

Thank you.

[Unbound]

Certainly! Would you like me to PM you or would you like me to post my findings here?