converting the darkness inside

[norral]

i was working on a bus last night at work and my friend got on to chat with me. he asked me what i think of romneys pick. i said paul ryan has the same issue that every other human being on this planet has at this time, he must stand and face himself and look deeply and honestly into the pool of his soul and honestly ask himself this question " am i leading a life of integrity or am i living a lie "
we are heading into a new 5200 year cycle. i personally believe that this new cycle will be about truth integrity honor all of those wonderful qualities that when we practice them bring us joy. this cycle has been about deception, lies , control, exploitation. people are promoted not based on merit but based on who they know, people receive huge sums of money for doing nothing because they are connected to the right people and groups and then turn around and tell working people they deserve no raises ha ha. we live in a world filled with hypocrisy and lies. the challenge is for us to rise above this and not to sink into it. so i personally must examine myself and ask myself the question, what part of me is corruptible what part of me do i want to hide from the light do i want to keep hidden and not bring out. well i want to see it confront it and deal with it. i am determined to live without guile.
is this work heck yeah but is it worthwhile heck yeah. when i can look out at this world and say that this world has found nothing in me to hook me, when i can say i live my life by faith and trust in the creator and my life is in his/her hands i have accomplished something imho. it may not be for everybody but i see no other way to live and i will live my days on this earth in that manner because living like that brings me peace.

norral