09-08-2011, 01:20 PM
(09-07-2011, 11:25 AM)ahktu Wrote: I've experienced it, and the energy between us was so powerful it felt like our molecules might rip apart if we even touched each other. Due to the fact that many circumstances kept us from joining each other, we both suffered a great deal of pain, as the force of attraction was insane and nearly irresistible.
It was like having an exact mirror of myself in male form, and seeing through such a clear mirror was disturbing to me. It forced me to acknowledge many parts of myself that I desired to keep hidden. It felt like too much far too quick. The emotional toll was extravagant.
I can only hope this person is leading a wonderful, joy-filled life now. I hope the complete joy I've found in my heart is mirrored to him.
This happened to me last week and has left me very confused, to cut a long story short it wasnt the typical "eyes across a crowded room" thing it was a recognition of real self to self, when she asked " who are you?" i said Andrew, she asked "no who are you really" i thought id bite the bullet without having even spoke to her before and because of this seemingly insane feeling i got from her and replied, " i am you" we embraced tightly and almost burst into tears , with her saying "i know, i know i cant believe this is happening". Yes we found each other attractive, but that kinda doesnt do the experience justice.
We chatted for the next few hours, we are exactly the same age, same height, she is everthing ive always looked for in a woman, we share the same pastimes and much more, we didnt speak about work, where we lived, what car we drove or anything that would come under the yellow ray heading. I have met many many others who share the same outlook as myself, but this was totally different, i was talking to myself, it literally blew my head away.One just knows when one is conversing with ones self lol.
Now the difficult part, im pre-incarnatively contractually obliged at this time, she is a wonderful beautiful person and i would do nothing to jeopardize what we have, although i did take the ladys number in all innocence but feel i cant call her, i would rather let events unfold as they will if at all. Im sure you all realize there is alot more to this occurence than i have stated but id be writing all night!! This was the most amazing experience ever. Words cannot describe and now my head is spinning.......bugger!!!