Blockages, Lessons, Patterns, Karma

[BrownEye]

I want to share the story I have been involved in.

My mother is crippled from Ra, wheelchair bound, unable to straighten her fingers or knees. She often dreams about possibly walking in the future. Being cured out of the blue or something.

This morning I was talking to her about choices, blockages, acceptance, and creating reality. When she started to slightly comprehend what I was saying she mentioned that yes, she does see a pattern through her whole life.......

She left her island and came to a white family as a foster child. She spent her time trying to figure out how to escape the family because of herself being treated like a slave.

She finally got away from the family by marrying my father. It didn't take her long to find out that she was even more of a slave than before. She ended up hating him more than anything in the world. In a way still does.

The pattern continued, and once escaping my father, she very quickly had her body taken over and took up her place in a wheelchair. Now the most important thing for her is the power scooter she uses for mobility.

Now.........I have explained things to her, and in doing so may have made things worst. Since she has been unable to accept her lesson she is also beginning to lose her vision.

...........which brings me to todays conversation with her. She asked me what she could have done in a past life to deserve the position she is in. So I looked into it. She had the position of a queen on her island in the past. She used that position to her advantage, never giving or showing love to those below her. This is in contrast to the very loving person she is today. Although I can still see that she carries a dark part of her past, which occasionally shows through.

I explained the contrast, between her "throne/chair" in the past, and the "motorized chair/throne" she now has. She is in the middle of a karmic down swing which needs to be accepted before she can move on to a new lesson. Not only can she not move on to a new lesson, but her experience will worsten until there is no option left but to "give up".

This creates blockages and disabilities for the next experience. A refusal of this lesson can manifest as a blockage say in the sacral and plexus, causing problems with assimilation of nutrients, putting her on the fast track to disablitiy. This can be a repeating pattern, and can get worst each time.

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I mention this as a way to understand our normal blockages, and how blockages manifest resulting from lessons refused. We tend to function on belief, which has a lot to do with creating our reality. We believe we are a victim, and hold on to that energy while it builds up momentum of karma. One of the keys to understanding acceptance/integration is that there are no victims. If you can grasp the concept of the Soul choosing the obstacles, the Guides directing and organizing those obstacles, then you as the Brain making a valid choice of how to overcome the obstacle,............you should see that there are no accidents,...........and there are no victims.

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Here is a quote from a converstaion I had with another, about changing the past in order to change the future.

@hotmail.com : I don't see how to do that.
VP : Remember what I said. create a "new past"
@hotmail.com : Isn't that just ignorance?
VP : What do you mean?
VP : By changing the past you can change the future
@hotmail.com : Creating a new past, believing/knowing that the past that I percieved,
@hotmail.com : isn't the past that is real,
@hotmail.com : isn't that just ignorance?
@hotmail.com : The past is the past, it happened, as did every other possibililty.
@hotmail.com : But my memories, my past is the one I lived in.
@hotmail.com : The one I remember.
@hotmail.com : By choosing to forget that past and remember another,
@hotmail.com : am I doing anything other than being ignorant of my past?
VP: You would RE create
@hotmail.com : Ok.
VP : Not using belief.
@hotmail.com : How exactly would I go about re-creating my past?
VP : It has to be a choice. It has to be real
@hotmail.com : Obviously, first by forgiving and removing blockages.
@hotmail.com : How do I make my past real?
@hotmail.com : My new past?
VP : Let's say you did something wrong. That wrong can create blockages for you. Accept it, integrate it, forgive, then toss it out the window and put a better person in its place. Create a memory
VP : All you are doing is modifying a personality
@hotmail.com : So, acceptance, forgiveness, integration, removal, creation.
@hotmail.com : That's the order?
VP : Think of it as a thread
@hotmail.com : Time, as a thread.
@hotmail.com : I already do.
VP : Grabbing a different thread, one of the multiple variables you had access to at the time. By grabbing hold of that other tread, it will have an effect on the now and the future
@hotmail.com : Ok, so lets go back to Feb 9, 2010.
@hotmail.com : I saw a cute girl I felt I should talk to, but didn't, and regret this.
@hotmail.com : What do I do?
VP : Just decide that you made a different choice back then. And it places you in a slightly different spot
VP : Depending on the creation of past, it could cause you to bump into her again. Or, you became aware that there was someone better suited in the future
VP : Living in the past keeps you locked to the past
VP : The lesson. The integration. You cannot move on to something better until you let go of the past. No new lessons until you complete the old lessons
@hotmail.com : You're saying that every past moment had a lesson?
VP : Yes
VP : And when you don't accept them they become worst every time they appear
@hotmail.com : And, if I was to learn that lesson, then I could change which moment, of that past, exists/affects my present.
VP : Yes. You are the master of your destiny
@hotmail.com : *change that moment
VP : At the very least, change your perception of that moment
VP : You walked away from her because you heard she has aids
VP : lol
@hotmail.com : not funny
@hotmail.com : Besides, I know that's not true.
VP : I'm serious. Change your perception. It will change your blockages
@hotmail.com : Ok, I'll go give it a shot.
VP : And it doesn't matter if it is true, it is whether someone made you "think" it was true that allows the perception.
@hotmail.com : Yeah, yeah, nothing is "true" in the long run anyway.
VP : Remember how your throat chakra blockage was connected to gender and fear? That is your belief/past life stuff. Fear comes from belief.....change your belief of the past to a different belief. Blockage will clear and may not return
@hotmail.com : I tried safely assimilating the ego.
@hotmail.com : I felt very overflowed and dizzy, and dropped the pendulum.
@hotmail.com : I asked if it finished, and got No.
VP : Just allow yourself to sit back and contemplate that things were not what you thought. That they were just a perception from a particular angle. Let yourself understand that it can be a different angle, then believe that the angle has now changed. Let out a sigh and say whew! That was easy. Then forget about it, or just consider the "new" option and leave it at that
@hotmail.com : are you talking now about changing the past, or about integrating the ego?
VP : Changing the past has the side effect of integration
@hotmail.com : have you changed your past effectively?
VP : yup
@hotmail.com : I tried now, but it's not really making much sense
@hotmail.com : i thought back to when I was bullied in grade school, and I have no idea how to spin that into a positive, loving memory
VP: More like, those bullies may be dead, may be street bums, main thing is you rose above it all. Water under the bridge
@hotmail.com : but that's not changing the past
VP: OK HERE
VP: You now understand that they acted this way because they had mental issues arising from the fact they had penises the size of a grape.
@hotmail.com : hahahahahahahahahaha
@hotmail.com : hahahahahahahaha
@hotmail.com : so true!
VP : Easy to understand now?
@hotmail.com : yeah
@hotmail.com : it makes sense even!
VP: It should put everything into another perspective
@hotmail.com : so, just that?
VP : That simple
@hotmail.com : a quick, positive spin on past events,
@hotmail.com : then forget about it and move on
@hotmail.com : like,
VP: Is it easier to accept?
@hotmail.com : "oh, i see now, it was just because they were angry at themselves"
@hotmail.com : "that makes sense!"
@hotmail.com : "on to the next memory!"
@hotmail.com : like a game
VP : Re-create the past, and it will affect your future. It allows all that energy in the past to cut loose and work for creating the future. If belief holds you back, change the belief.

[Oldern]

I did not like the negative examples in the quoted text (she having AIDS, others having small penis, etc), but I understand the context of it, at least - some people need those kind of encouragements to feel that they are walking on a special road. That first boost should be enough to start them on a journey where they do realize that they are special and not special at the same time - and definitely not above the others : )

I wish good luck to your mother, and I will include her in the daily meditations as well, if you do not mind.
Regardless, ever since I met LOO, the patterns in my life became clearer and clearer. Also, every time when I feel that one chackra is "working fine", I dig deeper randomly, and realize that I still act weirdly or have a problem regarding it, so I still need to change this or that. Infinity, in and out.

[BrownEye]

I did not like the negative examples in the quoted text (she having AIDS, others having small penis, etc), but I understand the context of it, at least - some people need those kind of encouragements to feel that they are walking on a special road.

I have to be extremely blunt to get through to people. I can't sugar coat stuff and have it still retain direct input.

Just look at how long it took for the guy to "get it". This tends to be a regular thing I run into. Once they understand, they can change the memory itself to anything they want. But shock value seems to be what drives a point home. This is also seen in sarcasm.

The guy had messaged me weeks earlier complaining that he was unable to clear his throat chakra. The only insight he received is that it was connected to fear and gender. Both of those stem from belief. Obviously the source of that blockage was brought forward when he mentioned the girl, with a specific date attached to the event.

It took me maybe 10 seconds to remove his blockage, then he was confused as to why he could not remove it on his own. I told him I was not bogged down with belief. Obviously his blockage would soon return since it is placed there by his belief. Now he has the ability to change his belief to anything he wants, allowing acceptance of that obstacle, and clearing of the blockage. Without the "negative" stuff to get his attention I may have wasted an hour chatting with him and no resolution.

[Monica]

Thanks for sharing, Pickle! Changing the past is very powerful. Shamans call it soul retrieval; parts of ourselves have been left in the past, locked in the traumatic situation.

An excellent explanation of changing the past is found in The Education of Oversoul 7 Trilogy by Jane Roberts.

[zenmaster]

It took me maybe 10 seconds to remove his blockage, then he was confused as to why he could not remove it on his own. I told him I was not bogged down with belief. Obviously his blockage would soon return since it is placed there by his belief.

Problem is also that the ineffective distortion was removed. Without him eventually acknowledging that aspect of himself that it was 'designed' to point toward, there must be another distortion to replace it. That's the problem with clearing people's blockages, the misunderstanding remains until at least acknowledged.

[BrownEye]

Ok, so it would appear that the body will form itself to its pattern if the autonomous body intelligence remains around 90% active. A girl with cancer tested at 30% active, while the average person might be around up to 70% active.

Thought I would add this, seems connected to this post.

Questioner: As a general statement which you can correct, the overall picture, as I see it, of the healer and patient is that the one to be healed has, because of a blockage in one of the energy centers or more—we will just consider one particular problem—because of this energy center blockage the upward spiraling light which creates one of the seven bodies has been blocked from the maintenance of that body, and this has resulted in the distortion from the perfection of that body which we call disease or a bodily anomaly which is other than perfect. The healer, having suitably configured its energy centers, is able to channel light, the downward pouring light, though its properly configured energy centers to the one to be healed. If the one to be healed has the mental configuration of acceptance of this light, the light then enters the physical complex and re-configures the distortion that is created by the original blockage. I am sure that I have made some mistakes in all this. Would you please correct them?
Ra: I am Ra. Your mistakes were small. We would not, at this time, attempt a great deal of refinement of that statement as there is preliminary material which will undoubtedly come forward. We may say that there are various forms of healing. In many, only the energy of the adept is used. In the exercise of fire some physical complex energy is also channeled.

We might note further that when the one wishing to be healed, though sincere, remains unhealed, as you call this distortion, you may consider pre-incarnative choices and your more helpful aid to such an entity may be the suggestion that it meditate upon the affirmative uses of whatever limitations it might experience. We would also note that in these cases the indigo-ray workings are often of aid.

Other than these notes, we do not wish to further comment upon your statement at this working.

The self-healing distortion is effected through realization of the intelligent infinity resting within. This is blocked in some way in these who are not perfectly balanced in bodily complexes. The blockage varies from entity to entity. It requires the conscious awareness of the spiritual nature of reality, if you will, and the corresponding pourings of this reality into the individual mind/body/spirit complex for healing to take place.

We will use this instrument as example. The portions of its ailment, as you call this distortion complex, that can be perfected in balance are due primarily to a blockage of the indigo ray or pineal energy center. This center receives the intelligent energy from all sources lawful within the one Creation; that is, lawful in this third-density distortion or illusion. If there is no blockage, these energies pour or stream down into the mind/body/spirit complex perfecting moment by moment the individual’s body complex.

This instrument also experiences some distortion of the green-ray energy center which you may call the heart center. It is overly open due to an intensive desire distortion on the part of this mind/body/spirit complex towards service to others, or as you may call it, universal love. This entity, therefore, spends itself without regard to its reserves of mind/body/spirit complex distortion in regard to what you call strength or energy. This distortion is primarily due to the blockage of the indigo ray. As we have said before, the misapprehension distortion of the instrument responsible for this blockage is the basic orientation towards a belief in unworthiness. The unworthiness distortion blocks the free flow of intelligent energy.

The seventh or violet ray is unimpaired, this being not only an energy receptor but a sum total of the vibratory level of the individual. The other energy centers are also quite clear. The solution to healing in this case is action that puts into practice the peaceful understanding in humility distortion that the entity is one with the Creator, therefore perfected and not separate. In each case of what you would call ill health one or more of these energy centers is blocked. The intelligence of the mind/body/spirit complex needs then to be alerted either by the self as healer or by the catalyst of another healer, as we have said before.

[BrownEye]

I just realized that my own past mirrored this pattern of my mothers. Not sure if I have mentioned my previous life on this forum anywhere. I had gone through the same experience of being in a position of priviledge. I was able to dig up a small amount of info on this individual and he was a real ass. Same MO, forcing others into a position of servitude.

Anyways, I was born to a father that wanted "servitude" rather than family. There was no real connection between us other than working for him. Same experience as my mother. Now, when I tried to escape this experience I went straight into being a slave to the justice system. It took a lot of work to remain separate from that system for very long, and when I had grown enough to control my environment and keep away from the law, up pops a pregnancy. There was no more possibility of "freedom" for me.

Both of us thought this was a fluke or accident. We promptly brought on another pregnancy before we decided it was no fluke, and changed our patterns. Things seemed to be in limbo for years, until I reached a point where I felt I could settle down and plan ahead, plan out the future.

I then made the logical choice to give up my individual future to the slavery system of society, in the hopes of securing my childrens future, and so my wife would never have to work again.

At that point there seemed to be a floodgate opening. Ideas and options started to stream in, and a huge amount of energy was trying to come in, but there was no "route".

About the same time I suddenly lost interest in self gratification, such as my addiction to online shooter gaming. I started seeking. At this time I had a few dreams of driving or traveling at night, without lights. Now I understand it was a message that I was traveling without guidance. Maybe a year later my need for guidance was answered three times in one day before I noticed it.

Anyways, not too long after learning to utilize guidance, I start looking into my own changes, and what kind of effects they caused. One thing I found is that the main lesson I incarnated for had been learned. I no longer had real karma to deal with, I was "free". When I tracked the date of completion I found out what had happened at that date, it was the date I made the conscious choice to "be a slave to the system" as a sacrifice to my family.

It would seem that a conscious choice of self sacrifice canceled out the previous lessons created by selfishness.

[BrownEye]

The incarnating entity which has become conscious of the incarnative process and thus programs its own experience may choose the amount of catalyst or, to phrase this differently, the number of lessons which it will undertake to experience and to learn from in one incarnation. This does not mean that all is predestined, but rather that there are invisible guidelines shaping events which will function according to this programming. Thus if one opportunity is missed another will appear until the, shall we say, student of the life experience grasps that a lesson is being offered and undertakes to learn it.

Questioner: Then these lessons would be reprogrammed, you might say, as the life experience continues. Let’s say that an entity develops the bias that he actually didn’t choose to develop prior to incarnation. It is then possible to program experiences so that he will have an opportunity to alleviate this bias through balancing. Is this correct?

Ra: I am Ra. This is precisely correct.