What happens to Wanderers after Harvest?

[Cainite]

I recently thought about this. I think now I have some answers after seeing this thread!

When the wanderer opens the heart then the process of polarization he undergoes is much faster than a native 3d being who has managed to open the heart.
Two things are the result of this faster polarization, firstly the wanderer has been alienated more and to open the heart he has to forgive much.. because of the difficult catalysts wanderers program for the self, they always have more to forgive.
The other reason is that the wanderer is only relearning what he has forgotten.

So maybe a wanderer manages to polarize more than 51 percent.. raises the kundalini serpent up to the indigo center while in incarnation.

[Cyan]

If the tyranids are any indicator, they are recycled in reclamation pools.

Ha Ha Ha.

But you have to admit, the parallel exists.

[kristina]

Ah, I see! I appreciate the insight. I've just been in a sort of rut lately, and reflecting extensively on the LOO in relation to my life, worrying if I'm really going down the path of STO or if I'm deluding myself into thinking I am STO when I am STS, though I am an introvert I try to treat strangers with kindness and at least leave them with a smile or some essence of positivity but then I wonder if I'm only doing this to ensure I get out of 3D or not, then I wonder if taking that extra bit of food when my mom isn't looking is a greedy STS act and if the tiniest of acts can damper greatly your progression of the seeking of the positive polarity.

I'm with you. Azrael is right in pointing out intention, and Zenmaster pointed out recently that it is consciously applying the STS desire for control that has any bearing on polarizing sts.

I'm in the "sinkhole of indifference', that point between 51% STO and 05% STO. A "rut".

If you are an introvert, like me, chances are we aren't going to make the polarization graduation. There is also a chance that we are here as Wanderers, which means we are just avoiding getting caught up in karma.

As for the snatching of food, it is only sts if it is giving you a tactical advantage over enslaving your mom with emotions or whatever.

That's not entirely true. Just because you are an introvert and are not using the catalyst of other selves doesn't mean you won't have the same oppotunities to graduate. You are in this life, one of which you have chosen in order to grow spiritually, so we have to remember that. There are those who hold light for the entire world, Mother Earth and her children and do not do much more. I can't speak on your catalyst as they are your's and no one can speak on another's progress in polarization because for one we cannot read another's heart (their 4th energy center) and second, we have no clue of the in's and out's of the program they have downloaded for personal growth.

I think it's absolutely adorable that someone is worried about a bit of extra food taken from the pantry. It speak VOLUMES about their heart's desire.
My best advice is to learn who you truly are, your real self, your heart's desires. Learn how to balance everything that you can "consciously" catch that may seem to be an imbalance within you. Apply love to all things and find the love within each situation, even the pantry lifting of food. Ask yourself, can I find love in this situation? Maybe you will find love in the way that you are even consciously aware that you can catch such a thing as lifting a little extra food. Then balance that. Know thy self.

[unity100]

When the wanderer opens the heart then the process of polarization he undergoes is much faster than a native 3d being who has managed to open the heart

Not every wanderer is here to 'open the heart' and learn the 'ways of love'. Every entity's need and requirement is different. Someone who needs to communicate more wont polarize any more by increasing his/her 4th chakra activity. Someone who needs to value himself/herself more neither.

Entities need to do what they need to do.