My Experiences With Akashic's - Lemuria - Past Life Recollection

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I posted about my experience with past life memories of Lemuria a while back https://www.bring4th.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=7475 (8 years ago already?) if you are interested OP.

Back around 2011-2014 I was very interested in the concept of past lives and had many memories surface, but I agree with what others have said about not getting too attached to such things. Are these "my" memories? Are they the result of tapping into the collective social memory? I have no idea, and I'm not really all that invested either way.

I have a whole personal mythology of sorts based on memories and visions that have cropped up over the years, but I treat it mostly as interesting stories which may possibly explain some of the biases that I have carried into this lifetime or may just be fantasy and imagination (though fantasy and imagination are indeed powerful creative forces).

What I find interesting is how much I relate to things others have posted here. LeiwoUnion's post about being responsible for the atmospheric destruction on Mars? I have that same memory   . I also have memories of things like being turned into a human weapon in the Atlantis period and using a powerful beam of light to destroy whole cities in North Africa and other things of that sort. Are these my memories? Am I being shown them so I can take on that burden and transmute it? I don't really know. In the end I think all of this is essentially transient information as Ra would say, and useful only if it helps to point one to the true nature of self and creation, that we are all One. As Sacred Fool mentioned, it is useful when pursuing these ideas to make sure you are in touch with your will to serve.

Jafar's talk of "taking off the VR goggles" also reminds me of an experience I had during meditation back then. I was listening to music while meditating and noticed that I felt a vibrating sensation in the center of my head. I focused on that sensation and found I was able to pull back from my sensorium, which appeared as a sort of box or 3D screen. As I pulled back I saw that this screen was one of many mounted on a wheel that was spinning. This wheel was also one of many, each with their own "screens." At the center of all these spinning wheels was a garden with a figure sitting in meditation. The figure appeared similar to depictions of a Bodhisattva in Indian art. This image has stayed with me on my spiritual journey and has been the source of much contemplation for me.

I hope this is relevant to the discussion here and not just me rambling 

[LeafieGreens]

Those divine masculine and masculine/feminine balanced energies and teachings that came in towards the end of the Lemurian era formed the basis for the ideal of what would become Atlantis. Again the free will pathways and counter challenge arose, this time being the corruption/perversion of divine masculine into false king of tyranny/negative patriarchy energy that came to define and end Atlantis. Felt I needed to add this and tie it into Atlantis. Now, to watch the rest of the video and see what I can discover.

Black Dragon, you appear to be prophetic.

I never updated what happened with that Lemurian Activation Oracle Card Facebook group. I wrote a longwinded post about my experiences and dreams and that I was hoping to find more answers about Lemuria and I felt out of place being a male, but hoped it wasn't a problem.

They let the post stay up for 24 hours and then it was removed without any explanation.

I'm mostly mad because I didn't save the post and what I wrote. But because the moderators let it stay up for 24 hours, I received a very warm welcome from the women in the group, and then a couple of them sent me private messages.

But now the whole thing is tainted to me. I don't feel very welcomed and I feel like I wasted my money on the cards. I still haven't used them or done the ritual that supposedly opens a light portal and unlocks my super secret DNA light codes.

Unlocking light codes for the good of humanity shouldn't cost one 23 dollars and require that they join secret private facebook groups. How is that good for humanity?

I haven't done anything else about it. I'm considering leaving the group, but that is because my ego is still sore about it.

Frustrating.

[Ymarsakar]

This is your personal test. Make the best of it.

Oracle cards are similar to tarot. Very useful for developing internal psionics.

Ask me how many groups have kicked me outby now in life.

[Black Dragon]

Those divine masculine and masculine/feminine balanced energies and teachings that came in towards the end of the Lemurian era formed the basis for the ideal of what would become Atlantis. Again the free will pathways and counter challenge arose, this time being the corruption/perversion of divine masculine into false king of tyranny/negative patriarchy energy that came to define and end Atlantis. Felt I needed to add this and tie it into Atlantis. Now, to watch the rest of the video and see what I can discover.

Black Dragon, you appear to be prophetic.

I never updated what happened with that Lemurian Activation Oracle Card Facebook group. I wrote a longwinded post about my experiences and dreams and that I was hoping to find more answers about Lemuria and I felt out of place being a male, but hoped it wasn't a problem.

They let the post stay up for 24 hours and then it was removed without any explanation.

I'm mostly mad because I didn't save the post and what I wrote. But because the moderators let it stay up for 24 hours, I received a very warm welcome from the women in the group, and then a couple of them sent me private messages.

But now the whole thing is tainted to me. I don't feel very welcomed and I feel like I wasted my money on the cards. I still haven't used them or done the ritual that supposedly opens a light portal and unlocks my super secret DNA light codes.

Unlocking light codes for the good of humanity shouldn't cost one 23 dollars and require that they join secret private facebook groups. How is that good for humanity?

I haven't done anything else about it. I'm considering leaving the group, but that is because my ego is still sore about it.

Frustrating.

Interesting how it turned out. You did not receive either an explicit acceptance or rejection, a bit of mixed response/grey area. This leaves a lot of potential options for you on how to approach the situation. I do not know and cannot see any soul contracts of yours, that is yours to figure out. If you have soul contracts with any of this group it could influence the outcome and/or the process/course of events in funny synchronistic ways towards fulfillment of that contract(s) nonmatter what free will choices you make.

Option one is a bit disappointing to your original reaching out, but easy and stress-free, there is a kind of relief/release of expectations and respect of free will in the choice of just moving on and not working with this group or products further, at least for the time being unless synchronicity takes you back around to it.

Your second option would be to go all-in with the avenues you have. Talk as much as you can to the members who PM'd you. Ask them about the group's policies and attitudes about stuff. Voice your frustrations, but gently. Be straight up and honest. Discuss the past life issues with them. Either the rest of the group will be more welcoming, or at least you will make a few new friends even if you don't stick around their community.

Option three would just be wait and make no sudden move in any direction. Try the oracle cards, see if they resonate. Sit tight and see if anything new develops.

I really can't tell you which of these would be best, but if I could, well. I probably still wouldn't. Who the hell am I to even judge which one is "best" for you specifically?

[LeafieGreens]

So I reached out to the moderators about why they removed my post. So far no answers and my gut tells me they aren’t going to reply. We’ll see.

I still have a dialogue going on PM with the other members who reached out to me. They have both told me the group is “very clique-y” and heavily moderated. That doesn’t seem very conducive to love and light.

I am planning on doing the ceremony anyway, but not until I feel zero attachment to the outcome of this unfolding situation.

[LeafieGreens]

And Black, feel free to offer your own advice. I am always open to suggestions.

[Ymarsakar]

Black dragon offers very precise and feasible options.

He does not want to infringe on your free will or fate leafie. I
This is your quest challenge so to speak. Others are not allowed to do it for you

[LeafieGreens]

It appears I’m already in the option 2 path.

[LeafieGreens]

Getting farther into that video Schubert linked, and something hit me. How this group treats you after buying their product and contacting them, whether they are friendly, even give you the time of day, or if they dismiss you because you are male in this incarnation is the cycles of Lemurian karma coming up once again. Some of these may have been the reactionaries who felt threatened my men evolving their magical personalities in Lemuria and the challenge/chance to accept and integrate is being offered again in a mirror of their past lives. You are a catalyst for them. How they react to and treat you will be a bigger deal for them than it is for you.

So I had written a long and detailed post about my story to that facebook group and the moderators let it stay up for about 24 hours before it was removed without explanation. Because it had been up for 24 hours, it received a lot of attention and comments and a couple people in the group even reached out to me in PM. In the PM's I learned that the group is very heavily moderated and "clique-ish."

Yesterday, I was considering leaving the group altogether, but decided to attempt to contact the admins in good faith to explain that I did buy the dang cards and revealed a rather personal story about weird dreams and experiences only to have it removed without explanation. I was humble and asked what I did wrong in my post.

Dr. Amber Wolf herself responded to me. She is the lady who created the cards and the head admin of the group. She listened to me and recommended a book "The Women of Lemuria." She said she wasn't sure why my post was removed, maybe it wasn't clear that I had bought the cards (I did say I bought the cards in my post, however). She then asked me to re-post my message and she would personally make sure it stayed up.

So I re-wrote the whole thing again this AM and this time attached a picture of the cards to the post and tried to post it. I then sent Dr. Amber a message that I was posting it and she gave me a thumbs up.

That was 2 hours ago and the post still isn't up. So, I dunno.

I feel like if they still are denying my post because it's too "out there" or whatever, then I will just lurk around in the group and not post.

I decided that no matter what I will do the activation ceremony, but not until I feel the energy around this unfolding story is clear. Currently it still is not.

I feel this sense of not fitting in and being rejected for my experiences. Like the admins are looking at me like I'm a crazy person and they don't want to disrupt their supposed harmony of the tightly managed group.

I will keep you guys posted what happens next. It's getting a little ridiculous. I just wanted some info on Lemuria and maybe a confirmation that the information I am receiving is valid, but it seems that perhaps I won't get those answers here. Maybe I was just meant to get the cards and do the activation. Which is totally fine.

I am feeling more balanced and less attached to anything that happens. So that's good too.

[Patrick]

You need to show proof of purchase in order to participate ?

[Ymarsakar]

I have seen these facebook admins before. They are heavily influenced across the board no.matter which community i looked at. Full spectrum.

They serve as mini anchors to the group so corrupting thenpillar effectively negates the group s polarity.

When stuff like this happened to me, i just sent the page admin the conversation with the mods and behavior. The mods then somehow left and was replaced. Imagine that.

[LeafieGreens]

You need to show proof of purchase in order to participate ?

Yes, unfortunately. I get the impression that perhaps the group was once a lot more open but got invaded by trolls. So now they run the group in an authoritarian way. Bummer.

They have a rule that “all posts must be about activations only.” Except that there are tons of posts that aren’t about the activations.

My post still isn’t up. Hmm. This is so weird.

[LeafieGreens]

The post finally went up last night. I have still been in communication with Dr. Amber Wolf and everyone in the facebook group has been really kind.

So, I am planning on doing the card activation ritual tomorrow. After I do that, I can then use the cards to ritually open light portals to help heal this earth and myself.

To be honest, I feel like I bring light to the world anyway without having to do rituals and portals, but I feel that material tokens and totems in the physical world can help give a boost to the energy around one's intention.

Now that I feel welcomed and an open flow with this group, I can properly do the activation with a completely open heart.

The women in the group tell me that as I use the cards more and more, I may connect with more memories of that life.

But as has been warned here in this thread, I also realize that that particular lifetime is just a drop in the bucket of the full Self of Me and to be aware of the ego proudly declaring itself to be a magic light priestess. I'm so much more. So, I am also staying mindful of that.

However, I have had those repeating tidal wave dreams my whole life and when I first started my awakening journey I had that Akashic dream. I understand now that my higher self is doing this for a few reasons. To process the trauma of that passing, and to reawaken the powerful connection to spirit that I once had. I can already tell that it is awakening. I feel like I am becoming much more in tune with my energetic body and can better feel the energy radiating out of my hands now when I do qi-gong exercises.

The Adventure Continues!

[Black Dragon]

It's good and reassuring to hear your positive experiences with this group and going down this path. They may have their reasons for being guarded, but it didn't stop them from seeing your integrity. You were patient with the perceived rejection and their discernment and integrity was tested and proven on the level of welcoming you and letting you be heard. I'd say the highest option was chosen on both ends.

Also. You really have your mojo back and then some! You snapped out of that trigger/detuning thing quickly and seems you've gone up a level or something. This could be your higher self guiding you in your quest and pulling all the pieces back into place that you built up in your Lemurian lifetime(s). That would eventually include your full extent of personal power and magical personality you built up, and also connections to any soul contracts, to others from your lifetimes, and others who were star beings/higher density guides you called upon during those lifetimes.

My mojo took a tiny dip but nothing major. Things have been more steady lately than normal for a lot of reasons. Not so, bad at all really. Looking forward to see what you'll discover and learn on your own journey.

[LeafieGreens]

Man, it's tricky being a member of a forum where everyone is so aware, lol.

Yes, I definitely felt triggered and felt a need to "defend" SAM THE ILLUSIONIST, mainly because I get the sense that his intentions are pure (where's that "Road to Hell" thread?). However, Patrick and others took the time to explain why I was misled and my perspective shifted. Then right after SAM tried to channel some garbage about DT and I had confirmation of everything discussed. So, it was rather easy to change my perspective. The fact that you guys all picked up on that de-tunement just shows how aware everyone here is. It's so refreshing. I am still not used to these levels of mutual respect on an internet forum / message board, lol.

Thanks for your kind words Black Dragon. Your posts here are valued and appreciated.

Also, I should mention -- I tried out a past life meditation early on to try and connect to the Lemurian stuff (Dr. Brian Weiss has some guided meditations on youtube) and the first thing that came up was a beady-eyed British guy working on the docks in the UK somewhere around 1200-1500 or so, not sure, low class, making jokes with crude/dirty humor. I dunno. I was near water and it smelled like the sea. There was a repetitive motion with it. I was doing something with rope -- making rope? That lifetime was one of hard labor and lots of mud everywhere. Definitely not as mystical as Lemuria, but just as valid a lifetime. I can still see that man's eyes. He was a lot shorter than I am. My sense of self does not associate with that man which is funny too.

[Ymarsakar]

Each ego incarnation is brand new. Only the spirit is eternal, the soul is not.

The Resurrection implies both the body mind and spirit will be revived together, rather than in pieces.

As I described, the current incarnation system has a high level of entropy and degradation. Souls and ego personas do not carry the memory past death of the body. This is about the unification of human with the non human.

To much of humanity, their identity is not detached from their existence as a spirit. However, in death, their identity goes bye bye. The data remains as a software.

"Then right after SAM tried to channel some garbage about DT and I had confirmation of everything discussed."

I would not call that a confirmation though. The distortion was attempting to judge others, when the problem was inside of you. This distortion remanifested and reconfirmed itself because Elizabeth April reflected your energy back on yourself, thus exposing what was really going on. Advanced level practitioners have "mirror shields". Any attempt to project your repressed shadow parts and behavior, will be reflected back at you automatically without them being aware anything had happened.

The detunement of judging others for problems that you have not dealt with inside yourself, has been covered here numerous times since the sun began emitting more energy waves.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TS_PQwgv0ZM

Most notably on people's reaction to the Confederation Q'Uo channeled text.

"being a member of a forum where everyone is so aware, lol."

If they were so aware, they would have fixed these problems by now on their own.

[Patrick]

... He was a lot shorter than I am ...

Everyone was shorter at the time.

[Patrick]

...
"being a member of a forum where everyone is so aware, lol."

If they were so aware, they would have fixed these problems by now on their own.

That is the first thing that hit me hard after my awakening. When I realized that being aware of an issue did not automatically fix it. I was even devastated at some point. I thought knowing what the problem was was going to be enough to quickly resolve it.

But it only comes in your awareness so you can have an opportunity to set your intent on working to resolve the issue. THEN the real work begins and you realize that it's the stuff of multiple lifetimes to really resolve, because we do not live 900 years as we should.

At least the intent having been set, you start making inroads right away.

[Ymarsakar]

"I thought knowing what the problem was was going to be enough to quickly resolve it."

That's not how it works either of course. Since internal work is actual work and not intellectualizing.

"THEN the real work begins and you realize that it's the stuff of multiple lifetimes to really resolve, because we do not live 900 years as we should."

Human Earth souls can have a million life times over a million years. What rates the mas old souls or overachievers is what result they produced from those work experience.

Some people learn slow.

Others learn very quickly.

After 2012, there's no excuse.

[LeafieGreens]

I appreciate your insight about what your experience post-awakening was like, Patrick. It's been quite a journey of twists and turns.

I was listening to a Kryon video last night (I think the one Ming posted a day or two ago).

Kryon was talking about how a lot of his listeners out there had lived lives in significant battles and won and died for their Gods or for nothing at all.

I got this instant recoiling feeling of horror. Also images of strategizing over giant maps and tables with others who are were in charge. These images feel familiar, like something I always knew but never realized. And then my mind starts to have anxiety like "oh great, now what am I going to have to deal with..." The intuitive I had seen in 2016 told me I had worked in government and the military -- so it would make sense.

I feel like more and more is being unlocked in me. Earlier today I was outside in the sun and tried to connect to a cedar tree growing near the house, I let my fingers graze through some leaves while holding space and silence with my eyes closed for a few minutes. I could see / sense these branching energetic tendrils growing out like veins or roots and the feeling of rejoicing in the sunshine. The silent awareness of the plant world and this particular tree. It was totally new. My wife tells me things like she can feel the energy of trees and when the wind is blowing on her she says she can "become" the wind. She has a lot more earth/nature skills than I do, so I am trying to learn from her. As I eluded to before, I am certain that she is also a wanderer. I am glad I can lean on her through this.

As I am going through all of it, I also experience waves of denial. I have thoughts of "this can't be happening, this isn't real" or thoughts of "I don't want to be an alien or starseed or Lemurian or anything ... I just want to be a dude in 2021 and watch Netflix and play Madden."

My sense of self is struggling through all the expansion. I am constantly having to stay grounded because it's pretty intense at times and sometimes I have to take breaks from all of it to just be my old 3D self in order to feel some semblance of normalcy, even though it's pretty obvious that that old normalcy is long gone.

So is the Veil thinning or is this just my own experience?

[Patrick]

...I just want to be a dude in 2021 and watch Netflix and play Madden...

You'll get back to being just old self, but maybe "old self++". Other than computer programing, I waste a ridiculous amount of time on video games and Netflix. Yet I believe I am actually doing work in consciousness while doing that stuff. For example, watching New Amsterdam brings me a lot to ponder while I'm watching it.

...So is the Veil thinning or is this just my own experience?

It is thinning for all, but for someone awakening it's not the same experience. For others, it's bringing up issues so they can start resolving those repressed energies, but without being awake it mostly feels like things are going downhill. Being awake will thin it even more, but you are also aware that it is bringing catalysts with it, so you are in a better position to work with it.

[Spaced]

Kryon was talking about how a lot of his listeners out there had lived lives in significant battles and won and died for their Gods or for nothing at all.

I got this instant recoiling feeling of horror. Also images of strategizing over giant maps and tables with others who are were in charge. These images feel familiar, like something I always knew but never realized. And then my mind starts to have anxiety like "oh great, now what am I going to have to deal with..." The intuitive I had seen in 2016 told me I had worked in government and the military -- so it would make sense.

Yeah, when you start accessing your akashic memory there can be some difficult stuff that comes to light which can be hard to integrate. It's useful work though, as learning to forgive and accept those difficult experiences helps to understand "evil" and have compassion for those who currently engage in those sorts of activities. Forgiveness of these heavy memories also helps lighten the load on both your own consciousness and the planetary consciousness.

I feel like more and more is being unlocked in me. Earlier today I was outside in the sun and tried to connect to a cedar tree growing near the house, I let my fingers graze through some leaves while holding space and silence with my eyes closed for a few minutes. I could see / sense these branching energetic tendrils growing out like veins or roots and the feeling of rejoicing in the sunshine. The silent awareness of the plant world and this particular tree. It was totally new. My wife tells me things like she can feel the energy of trees and when the wind is blowing on her she says she can "become" the wind. She has a lot more earth/nature skills than I do, so I am trying to learn from her. As I eluded to before, I am certain that she is also a wanderer. I am glad I can lean on her through this.

Next time you connect to this tree try having a telepathic conversation

Also +1 to what Patrick said about "old self++." As the saying goes "Before enlightenment, chop wood, carry water. After enlightenment, chop wood, carry water."

[sillypumpkins]

...I just want to be a dude in 2021 and watch Netflix and play Madden...

You'll get back to being just old self, but maybe "old self++". Other than computer programing, I waste a ridiculous amount of time on video games and Netflix. Yet I believe I am actually doing work in consciousness while doing that stuff. For example, watching New Amsterdam brings me a lot to ponder while I'm watching it.

what's being wasted then?

(something, something, nothing lost, nothing gained....)

[flofrog]

LeafieGreens, you might want to peruse through Michael Roads ‘Talk with Nature’... I think your wife might be interested too .

[Patrick]

... what's being wasted then? ...

My wife says it's a waste... so it is!  Although, she does watch New Amsterdam with me.

( There is no arguing with her )