Greetings loved ones

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Hello Meerie!


For both of us and all of us: Nassim Haramein at Awake and Aware "Transcend your story" Nassim just radiates

www.youtube.com/watch?v=w-c4x5AVWWo

[Ruth]

Ohhhh, thank you for sharing that one, transiten!

[fr33d0m]

Thank you so much for sharing. I have shut down on multiple occasions in the past. For me, it was about hearing the right music, surrender, meditation, forgiveness, time in nature, to open back up and feel love and light again. Experiment with different things until you find a practice that nurtures you. Discover the keys to unlocking your heart. The sun will rise and shine in your awareness again, fear not. We send you love and light. Liebe und Licht.

[Parsons]

Surely my eyes deceive me... I hope you have not decided to leave us, but if you did; may you have a fruitful journey.

[Unbound]

Yes, Meerie has decided to leave, although it is not my place to give the details.

[Parsons]

Ah.. I think she may have mentioned she was considering it in another thread although it's now difficult to find since you can't just click on her name and look up her posts now that she's unregistered.

Anyways, I can not express enough how much I enjoyed interacting with you, Meerie. Again, have a blessed journey. :idea:

[Rusalka]

I would love to get some feedback from you, this seems to be a nice and welcoming forum,
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I know you wrote your story almost 4 years ago (probably around the time when I discovered Ra, I wonder if it was a sensitive moment in time and the beginning of big shifts for people?). How are you now, dear?

I hope you're better now. Wanted to say that I can relate to your experience. My awakenings seem to keep coming in waves, then I reach the loving state you described and then I go back down again. I don't know whether it is a natural fluctuation (some stuff I learned in tantra classes would point to that) or is it the result of resistance (the ego can't take this unfamiliar state of bliss and works behind the scenes to suppress it). Maybe both. Just wanted you to know that you are not alone and that this fluctuation is happening to others as well. What helps me then is being gentle and loving with myself - after all Jesus said "Love thyself AS thy neighbour" - not more, not less.

As for people dressed in white in a big hall - I saw them, too. It looks like what we are experiencing is real. So many of people here ended up in psychiatric care because their experiences so didn’t fit into what is believed normal. I have felt like I was going crazy many times. Thanks for sharing your experiences, reading about them is precious, it shows us we are not deluded - and few things weaken one more than hearing one is deluded.

Love your realisation: "In the absence of fear love flows freely".

Drop me a PM if you want to chat. And take a good care of yourself.

xx Agata vel Rusalka

[Hotsizzle77]

Hello Meerie, I wanted to thank you for posting your wanderer story up here. Your spiritual path is just as interesting as all of us wonderers. Thank you for your love and light. I read about your guru not living up to your expectations, I'm sure you are aware that there was a purpose why he was in your life and there is a purpose of why he is no longer your guru. You had mentioned that you are having a hard time with men and that you feel a sense of loneliness. It's okay to say "no" and have respect for yourself. Don't be afraid, be yourself and if something doesn't feel right with another human being then don't do it. What I am trying to say is, having self respect is ok, because with that gives you wisdom. In a way the guru has made you a strong woman. Much love Meerie!
Ps- From Albania with love!