10-22-2015, 02:45 PM
So, I think I'll list out some physical and mental symptoms, and see if anyone would like to contribute their time and services. If you require a donation I shall see what I can do, or if you ask for one I probably will, and if I see improvements I will probably be generous if my wallet allows me...
I was hoping for a general overview of my energy system, I have been meditating lately, so I am trying to bring some level of balance back into my system, but the beginning is always patchy (I am guessing since it's always been hard for me...)
Physically speaking, there's a persistent itch on the pubic bone or red ray and the chest right at the green ray, both on the upper right side of the chakra's.
There's been a throb in my neck for the past month on the right side of the center, but it doesn't feel physical, so wondering if it's anything with the blue ray.
My violet ray has had the crown of my head itching in parts or feeling pressure, I'm hoping that's not a bad thing, I don't think it is but just to be safe I'm mentioning it.
Mentally, there's been a lot of chaos and I imagine it's being caused by Indigo ray blockages being caused by a myriad of red, orange, and yellow ray blockages. Which I personally think are looping back to cause further blockages in the lower trinity, or basically a downward spiral feedback loop.
Emotionally, my red, orange, and yellow rays have been somewhat in disarray (I tried to make a ray pun but it didn't work out lol...) leaving me very anxious, fearful, doubtful, scared, frustrated, annoyed, confused, and at times in despair and depression, probably in tandem with indigo ray blocks of various degrees.
Furthermore, I've been unable to 'feel' Love lately, even as I give it and receive it apparently, and along with the odd 'feelings' intuitively, I think I have an actual 'tear' of sorts in my green ray where the itch it that is causing me to further be numb to the feeling of love, as if I overdosed perhaps or forced myself maybe? I don't know but something tells me I really need someone to take a look at it who knows what they're doing.
Red Ray, Orange Ray, Yellow Ray, Green Ray, Blue Ray, Indigo Ray, Violet Ray, I've got a full check up in order!
I think overall the system just needs a gentle nudge to a better configuration and I just need some guidance on how to keep my thoughts and emotions under control from the perspective of maintaining my energy body, and maybe identification of any feedback loops or the existence of any. Whatever is possible to whoever is up to it, I'll take multiple people performing work if they desire...
Unless...That's not advised or... -stares confusedly into space- or...Just, however this needs be done or works I guess... I wish I knew. Either way, willing to pay so let me know. I'll help as I can.
I was hoping for a general overview of my energy system, I have been meditating lately, so I am trying to bring some level of balance back into my system, but the beginning is always patchy (I am guessing since it's always been hard for me...)
Physically speaking, there's a persistent itch on the pubic bone or red ray and the chest right at the green ray, both on the upper right side of the chakra's.
There's been a throb in my neck for the past month on the right side of the center, but it doesn't feel physical, so wondering if it's anything with the blue ray.
My violet ray has had the crown of my head itching in parts or feeling pressure, I'm hoping that's not a bad thing, I don't think it is but just to be safe I'm mentioning it.
Mentally, there's been a lot of chaos and I imagine it's being caused by Indigo ray blockages being caused by a myriad of red, orange, and yellow ray blockages. Which I personally think are looping back to cause further blockages in the lower trinity, or basically a downward spiral feedback loop.
Emotionally, my red, orange, and yellow rays have been somewhat in disarray (I tried to make a ray pun but it didn't work out lol...) leaving me very anxious, fearful, doubtful, scared, frustrated, annoyed, confused, and at times in despair and depression, probably in tandem with indigo ray blocks of various degrees.
Furthermore, I've been unable to 'feel' Love lately, even as I give it and receive it apparently, and along with the odd 'feelings' intuitively, I think I have an actual 'tear' of sorts in my green ray where the itch it that is causing me to further be numb to the feeling of love, as if I overdosed perhaps or forced myself maybe? I don't know but something tells me I really need someone to take a look at it who knows what they're doing.
Red Ray, Orange Ray, Yellow Ray, Green Ray, Blue Ray, Indigo Ray, Violet Ray, I've got a full check up in order!
I think overall the system just needs a gentle nudge to a better configuration and I just need some guidance on how to keep my thoughts and emotions under control from the perspective of maintaining my energy body, and maybe identification of any feedback loops or the existence of any. Whatever is possible to whoever is up to it, I'll take multiple people performing work if they desire...
Unless...That's not advised or... -stares confusedly into space- or...Just, however this needs be done or works I guess... I wish I knew. Either way, willing to pay so let me know. I'll help as I can.