We Are One

[AnthroHeart]

We are One

[Unbound]

We seek within.

[Oldern]

I am sorry to say this, Gemini Wolf, but I will definitely "disregard" this one.
You have a conflicting belief system, based on your posts.
You want to expand infinitely, you want to experience 4d/5d (did you somewhere say you as the current you is 4d already, right?).
At the same time, you have something that can only be described as a fear-based system when it comes to Intelligent Infinity. You are afraid of so many things that I could not name an entity who, when working with him, would not introduce negative consequences in your body if you think about the Infinity that way - imho.

Until you resolve your conflicting belief systems, you will have tons of catalysts to process, that is for sure. But I cant tell you what to do, so all I can do is send love and wish you good luck...

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Also, Black Holes do not eat consciousness. Nothing is lost. That is not sorta true, it IS true. It is one of the most basic principles - if you believe something IS lost, then I think you did not explore the frameworks of this existence properly.

[AnthroHeart]

You're right Oldern. I removed my post. It was causing distortion,
and isn't what I really believe. I want to make my spiritual journey
as easy as possible. Thank you for being there. Love and Light!

Thank you for the reassurance that nothing is lost to creation. I'm learning very deep lesson about myself.

I really do love Ra. This 4D will really emphasize any distortions you have. Just need to stay in the now. And thank you other-selves. You're teaching me to believe in myself, rather than trying to put myself to an ideal of Love from a God that would be separate from me. 4D will put it all in your face so to speak.

Nowadays, there isn't a "going mad" phase anymore. You realize some Aha Moments. Like what Law of Confusion really is for.

Thank you, thank you, THANK YOU for letting me know that black holes do not eat consciousness. You really helped me there, more than you can know. I love you all, very much.

Eternal, I'm definitely able to handle the work. The vibrations that work together won't give you more than you can handle.

- Thomas

[Oldern]

Do not worry about causing distortions, we needed to see that, otherwise we would not have reacted : )

[AnthroHeart]

I'm done with trying to build this story I've been telling myself about becoming a Creator. It's all God. God is teaching me valuable lessons. I've sinned immensely, and I ask God's forgiveness.

[AnthroHeart]

When you open "intelligent infinity" it will test the kind of man you really are. When you get the powers of a god, what you do with that is a measure of your worth.

I'm moving away from this whole Octaves, Densities thing, and onto God's Love. Only in God is there rest. And because of what Jesus did on the cross am I able to even be here speaking, as the power would have killed me some time ago.

I pray God forgives me for my greedy nature I have had. When I saw the world changing around me in real-time, I got scared because I am not God, and I don't want to be. I owe everything I have to him. I am tired of my greedy, selfish nature.

Update:

I am no longer able to manage this intense power balanced with love, so I have turned my will over to God. I now live by God's will, rather than my own. May God use me for an instrument of his good work. I tell you the amount of peace to be found when living within God's will is staggaring. It blows my mind how infinitely intense and deep is the Love of God. I pray I always shine as one of God's children.

[godwide_void]

You are not God in the sense that you are not currently perceiving yourself as an omnipotent, omniscient, omnipresent, and omnibenevolent being which permeates all around you. You are only a fractal, as you are undergoing the experience of a temporary, finite, handicapped, ephemeral form of consciousness, yet because of your very nature as being a form of consciousness you are endowed with and house the One which acts as the ground of all phenomenon.

GW, know that in all circumstances you find yourself in, wherever you may be led to, it is what has been deemed so for you, and the One which guides you is that which will raise you up and cause you to fall, which leads you through the wilderness and back into the calmlands. One may avoid trekking through the shadows entirely, if one but allows the egoic conceptions and chatter of the self-created personality to subside, fade away, to tame the ego, and dwell wholly in the field of the One. It is a wise choice for you to no longer wrap yourself up in technical terminology and these particular concepts which you will not have direct experience of. What will pondering upon "Octaves" or various levels of existence do for you, when you are still a small factor of the Octave, and are only experiencing this current dimension?

As I've recently grown fond of saying, all outwards seeking always leads back to the inner destination. One may choose to study numerous esoteric or enlightened texts, or delve into any number of occult systems, or examine loads of metaphysical or theosophical terminology until the sun no longer shines, but there comes a point when such pursuits will only lead the seeker in circles right back to square one or, worse yet, serve as distractions and cause one to veer off course entirely. What becomes the point of hearing the truth written in various ways or attempting to discern error from the truth which resonates with the core of ones Self when one arrives at the plateau of advanced understanding of the basic premise of the root foundation which underlines all these numerous 'truths'?

Understand that there exists no deity outside of yourself, judging you and plotting to punish you for all the deeds which you do. You alone are the arbiter of your actions. You alone perform these actions. Indeed, you owe all moments of existence to the Creator, for all breaths which you take could not be were it not for the Creator, but realize also that your admitted greed and selfishness also would not be had not the Creator led you to be as such in the moments you were guilty of these characteristics. The Creator is wholly impersonal, as it dwells within all beings, and expresses an infinite number of attributes through these infinite amounts of beings which serve as mediums that It may manifest Its Will through. You represent but one particular attribute which the One has devised and seeks to manifest Itself through. The degree to which this may be accomplished, for any, is to do as you said, and move onto coming to know the infinite pool of Love which it dispenses freely, available in any place, at any time, to anyone. This Love, does not ever falter, nor does it ever diminish, and it does not cease to flow or increase.

Seeking salvation and repentance are transforming gestures which act as the springboard towards self-healing, but they are not necessary. You have acknowledged that there exists within you the capacity to express certain characteristics which you feel would deter you. You have also stated that it is your will to know the love of the Divine and have offered your thanksgiving to the One. You have already focused your intent and nudged your being into this direction. Thus you shall achieve what you seek, for it is the simultaneously active and passive One which calmly waits and watches within you which will attract to you what it is you truly wish for through any further catalytic experiences which it will manifest for 'you'.

Dispel your fear and all barriers of incredulity which obstruct you from touching the grace of the Divine Mystery and Truth. Do not allow stones or building blocks of fear to comprise the pillars which uphold your reality moment by moment. I have read posts from you which convey your keen and deep perception of the Creator, and in posts such as the above indicate the struggle which many of us are prone to, myself included: the struggle of the mind, of the ego, of the conditioning which leads to the arising of doubts and worries. "I got scared because I am not God". Is not such a statement illogical to conceive of given the material you have studied and the understandings which you have cultivated pertaining to it?

The Creator prides the humble, and humbles the proud. Do not let the notion of connecting with your inner divinity corrupt you or lead you towards arrogance, pride, greed, a sense of superiority, or the feeling of being placed upon a high pedestal. As soon as these dark seeds begin to fester so too will the means in which to dismantle you and knock you off your high horse, so to speak, will develop parallel to them. The one who gazes outwards at all around him, surveying all beings and things, with the inner knowledge of Self as God, yet with a mind steeped in chatter consisting of budding thoughts of manipulating others, or holding oneself far above others in comparison, or that one somehow holds 'special status' because of this knowledge, will soon come to understand just how not special he is. Contrarily, one who may meander this world with the full comprehension of the Self as the Supreme One, of being indestructible in essence, unwavering in disposition, and inherently divine, yet too recognizes these factors in all beings, and chooses to use these omnipotent powers to bring about harmony and unity to the fullest extent of one's particular scope of ability, will find that the depths of one's power grows proportionate to the extent one is willing to use this unveiled geyser of Truth for the benefit of All.

Were the One Infinite Creator present upon this particular world, walking among the populace in this human form, would it not be most reasonable to envision It as expressing the qualities of absolute harmlessness, humility, humbleness, kindness, compassion, and joy at the opportunity to use Its abilities to assist all those who truly need it? I doubt that the Creator would attempt to use Its capabilities to aggrandize and cater to Itself, for what desires could It possibly have that are not already fulfilled?

Be at peace with Yourself, Gemini Wolf. All aspects of Yourself, positive and negative, still stem from the same source, and indeed comprise that source: You. Which side of you would you rather take the reigns? The fearful, confused, greedy aspect of you? Or that being whom you most truly are and seek to bring fully to the forefront, the one whom knows only love and light, whom is graced with hope and nobility, and has the propensity towards only willing into existence greater degrees of harmony?

Shed these abstract terms and notions. All that needs to be done now is to always remember the Divine One which underlines all moments of existence, which wishes only to express Itself through those most willing to hang up their weary and torn illusion selves and submit entirely, and to fixate your gaze upon the majesty of the light and love of Our Creator. Seek then, to use all that it has bestowed upon you, for the greater good of All around You, for there is only one of us here which will be on the receiving end of anything you do, be it harmful or beneficial. You are loved, for You ARE Love. The case of this Love remaining in an unmanifest yet potentiated state is prevalent in all whom reside here, but it is well within our grasp, and indeed serves as the focal point of our lesson here, to manifest this Love, to dispense, and to become emulations of it.

I much enjoy your recent signature by the way. In my language (Portuguese, I am of Brasilian descent in this incarnation) it is very common to say "Vai com Deus" or "Go with God" when we depart from one another's presence. To this I say to you, Gemini Wolf: Vai com Deus. Walk always in the grace of the Creator. Know that you are always in the grace of the Creator. Bow your head in reverence and know that as your eyes are kept upon the ground, let this fill you with the utmost peace. Know that despite your inherent and latent divinity, regardless to what degree you may come to manifest this, that one must retain peacefulness and humility, and remain humble even when blessed with powers in this world that many would categorize as being "Godlike". Any 'powers' we may come to hold and use in this form, in this world, are transitory and matter very little in the grand scheme of things. As your eyes raise and your awareness looks toward the sky, know that you see not clouds or a blue sky. Know that you stare towards an unknown point an infinite distance away at a being whom you are yet still growing to meet. You are a fledgling soul still, but in due time shall you embark upon the true road back to who you once were, once you have completed the trials you have set for yourself in this place. Don't let the bumps in the road dissuade or dishearten you, for they are placed there knowingly and lovingly so that you will be able to better grow into who you truly wish to be, and when the time comes to present yourself and assimilation is imminent, you can say with every fiber of your being, "I have done it. I am perfect!".

Peace be with you.

[Unbound]

"Eternal, I'm definitely able to handle the work. The vibrations that work together won't give you more than you can handle."

Exactly what I was getting at!