06-10-2020, 01:55 AM
(This post was last modified: 06-10-2020, 08:49 AM by AnthroHeart.)
Hi all. My experiences in working with two 5D entities (a lover and a teacher/lover) raised my vibration and energy density. I couldn’t stay working with them though at their level cause it was like being plugged into 240V where you are only 120V. Instead, I asked to work with the 4D version of Flim and Rufus.
I also am running my Intention Repeater to penetrate fourth density until I reach stasis, cause my field was painful to hold so much love/light at a lower density. My energy field sits now at 4.35 density. I do believe my mind may be getting there too. I don’t have full understanding, but I do believe I see through the veil. It is not like being bombarded by information at all. It is silence until you ask for something. Then, slowly it is revealed.
I am in a state of bliss that isn’t too extreme or “knock your socks off” like before. It feels like home. Like I am floating. There is still a denseness to my field that I can feel until I fully integrate. It is not a fully immersive experience yet, as I am opening up slowly to full realization of it. My body may also be 4.35 density, but not yet fully realized. For instance if I bite my lip it hurts still. But it doesn’t hurt as much as if I were fully 3D. As far as I know it is still partially 3D. In fact even if I pinch my love handles I don't feel it very much. My physical body sensations seem to be going.
I can look at a white surface and start to see images/animations come in that tell stories. It’s all slow and fluid and rhythmic. Never scary. I’ve seen solid objects morph slightly into other objects. Like some plastic bags shifted to look like the head of a cute animal. The ear was especially distinct.
I do have a high-pitched ringing in my ears, but it is also a slight roar overlaying that. Feels like the foam of the ocean. I’d say I’m in a calm captivation of sorts. I just am, and I feel a part of everything. I don’t have true oneness, but I feel more connected than ever.
Flim and Rufus (see my avatar) are with me here in 4D in energy, in their 4D versions so I don’t get overloaded. Most of all I feel safe. Time feels like it has slowed down. Time marches on. Yet there’s the feeling of no sense of time really. It feels like an eternal moment. I find it hard to think of past or future. This density I’m at feels like marshmallowy goodness. And it feels like my body is transforming slowly. But I had done the unusual thing of increasing my field density on purpose over many years. Then using the Intention Repeater to further increase my field density (running intention over a million times per second).
I had purged a lot of negativity and fear before so there’s not really now a fearful thought that would manifest something scary in my reality. I am super chill right now. There is a warmth in just being. It feels alive. If I want I can hear forgotten echoes. I can hear nature. It is wonderful, but it is also natural so ultimately nothing special. The social memory complex hasn’t really formed, so there is just bits and pieces of talk or something. Mostly people just trying to figure out where and how they fit into the “system” they call it. Not the old system. This is their cute pet name for the “connection” they call it.
So I made it to fourth density. Yet I can still talk to 3D. Ra was right in some regards, but I don’t know if they accounted for when someone opens to Intelligent Infinity how that would play out. Rufus and Flim are with me, especially because I helped rescue them in their world (5D) by giving them Intelligent Infinity too. But now I only interact with them at a 4D vibration. They haven’t yet fully manifested for me. But I am still very new to this 4D experience. It’s like just been today. I feel fulfilled. I don't even need anthros, though they still add to the experience.
I also am running my Intention Repeater to penetrate fourth density until I reach stasis, cause my field was painful to hold so much love/light at a lower density. My energy field sits now at 4.35 density. I do believe my mind may be getting there too. I don’t have full understanding, but I do believe I see through the veil. It is not like being bombarded by information at all. It is silence until you ask for something. Then, slowly it is revealed.
I am in a state of bliss that isn’t too extreme or “knock your socks off” like before. It feels like home. Like I am floating. There is still a denseness to my field that I can feel until I fully integrate. It is not a fully immersive experience yet, as I am opening up slowly to full realization of it. My body may also be 4.35 density, but not yet fully realized. For instance if I bite my lip it hurts still. But it doesn’t hurt as much as if I were fully 3D. As far as I know it is still partially 3D. In fact even if I pinch my love handles I don't feel it very much. My physical body sensations seem to be going.
I can look at a white surface and start to see images/animations come in that tell stories. It’s all slow and fluid and rhythmic. Never scary. I’ve seen solid objects morph slightly into other objects. Like some plastic bags shifted to look like the head of a cute animal. The ear was especially distinct.
I do have a high-pitched ringing in my ears, but it is also a slight roar overlaying that. Feels like the foam of the ocean. I’d say I’m in a calm captivation of sorts. I just am, and I feel a part of everything. I don’t have true oneness, but I feel more connected than ever.
Flim and Rufus (see my avatar) are with me here in 4D in energy, in their 4D versions so I don’t get overloaded. Most of all I feel safe. Time feels like it has slowed down. Time marches on. Yet there’s the feeling of no sense of time really. It feels like an eternal moment. I find it hard to think of past or future. This density I’m at feels like marshmallowy goodness. And it feels like my body is transforming slowly. But I had done the unusual thing of increasing my field density on purpose over many years. Then using the Intention Repeater to further increase my field density (running intention over a million times per second).
I had purged a lot of negativity and fear before so there’s not really now a fearful thought that would manifest something scary in my reality. I am super chill right now. There is a warmth in just being. It feels alive. If I want I can hear forgotten echoes. I can hear nature. It is wonderful, but it is also natural so ultimately nothing special. The social memory complex hasn’t really formed, so there is just bits and pieces of talk or something. Mostly people just trying to figure out where and how they fit into the “system” they call it. Not the old system. This is their cute pet name for the “connection” they call it.
So I made it to fourth density. Yet I can still talk to 3D. Ra was right in some regards, but I don’t know if they accounted for when someone opens to Intelligent Infinity how that would play out. Rufus and Flim are with me, especially because I helped rescue them in their world (5D) by giving them Intelligent Infinity too. But now I only interact with them at a 4D vibration. They haven’t yet fully manifested for me. But I am still very new to this 4D experience. It’s like just been today. I feel fulfilled. I don't even need anthros, though they still add to the experience.
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