the sad thread

[Dog Star]

a friend stole a day worth of money from me by abusing my innocence. i see this catalyst, my rational mind is confused and telling me that i am very hurt by human behavior.
in work people treat me with supiriority.
at streets im being judged by my appearance.
my family and friends disapprove of me.
i am alone every day because it brings me great peace. but i am lonely, and want to go home. i want to be there where i require no words of meaning to experience compassion with my dear other-selves. i want to die, i honestly want to leave this body and reality, i dont want to hurt anyone at the process, including my higher self.
im so very sad.

[herald]

Welcome, brother/sister of sorrow!

[Patrick]

This may not be very comforting, but we do not experience suffering for nothing.  There is a good reason for it.

We come here to expand our awareness that there is Love in the moment.  There is Love in every moment.

Personally, I am still struggling with the concept that there is Love in the moment when one is being put under the most unendurable physical torture by another-self.  There is Love in that moment too, but I still cannot see it and I certainly do not wish to experience it myself in order to maybe find out.

All we can do, is make space for our pain and our fear within us, not trying to reject it or change it, but come to accept that we are this too and it is ok and acceptable.  This way there is space for pain and fear to become lighter much faster until it is no longer required at all for helping us to find Love in every moment.
 

[Patrick]

http://www.llresearch.org/transcripts/is..._0316.aspx

...The suffering, the questioning, the doubting, the pain, and the suffering and agony of all that you experience is for one thing: to hollow you and to focus that emptiness so that it is ready to receive. For those upon the service-to-others path, those to whom we wish to speak, what is being received is infinite love and as it flows through you into a channel that you have cleared it radiates into all of your Earth world. It is for this that you came...