The most catalytically intense situation/event/moment in which you used the full polarizing potential of the catalyst, or nearly so. Afterwards you feel as if you have polarized significantly towards the positive.
I'm not fully certain as to what this entails, but I think I've gotten glimpses of it - finding the inner center of peace in the midst of a heavily emotional family environment. Afterwards I felt like I had run a marathon, spiritually - I was both tired in the heart and gently peaceful and content with the surety that I had succeeded in loving.
Relevant Ra quotes:
I'm not fully certain as to what this entails, but I think I've gotten glimpses of it - finding the inner center of peace in the midst of a heavily emotional family environment. Afterwards I felt like I had run a marathon, spiritually - I was both tired in the heart and gently peaceful and content with the surety that I had succeeded in loving.
Relevant Ra quotes:
Quote:Ra: We would note at this time that the totally efficient use of catalyst upon your plane is extremely rare.
Quote:Ra: However, if there is seen in the being a response, even if it is simply observed, the entity is still using the catalyst for learn/teaching.
Quote:Ra: To the truly balanced entity no situation would be emotionally charged.