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If you could have one wish - AnthroHeart - 01-04-2019
What would you wish for if you had one wish?
Is it true that the way the Universe works is that anything is possible anyway,
and we ultimately get our wishes, even if we are not aware of them?
So is wishing for something worthwhile?
You could wish to be more spiritual, or to be one with everything, but you would miss a lot in the process.
It seems that anything you would deliberately wish would be counterproductive.
Enjoy this limitation while we are here in 3D.
We will have 5D and 6D millions of years to experience anything we truly desire.
RE: If you could have one wish - flofrog - 01-04-2019
Wolfe you make me smile so much, I love your posts. I still wish anything good for my Gaia whom I love so much, lol
RE: If you could have one wish - EvolvingPhoenix - 01-04-2019
I'd wish for reconciliation with my friend. I wished for that when pulling a wishbone. I'm not unrealistic however about the likelihood of that actually happening.
RE: If you could have one wish - AnthroHeart - 01-04-2019
Well my higher self told me that I'd be an anthro in a future life. Possibly my next life may be 3D again before I graduate.
That could possibly be my greatest wish. I had the impression that I was an anthro in a past life too.
I just changed my avatar to the most inspiring anthro image I could find.
It would be a total dream to be him.
![[Image: inspiring_furry_bastek.jpg]](http://www.anthroshaman.com/images/inspiring_furry_bastek.jpg)
RE: If you could have one wish - AnthroHeart - 01-04-2019
(01-04-2019, 07:47 PM)EvolvingPhoenix Wrote: I'd wish for reconciliation with my friend. I wished for that when pulling a wishbone. I'm not unrealistic however about the likelihood of that actually happening.
EP, is this a burning passion of yours? Like being an anthro would be for me?
RE: If you could have one wish - AnthroHeart - 01-04-2019
Here's another cute anthro named Zabivaka.
I don't want to be too cartoony like him though. But more realistic like the one posted above.
But I would love to meet Zabivaka.
![[Image: Zabivaka.jpg]](http://www.anthroshaman.com/images/Zabivaka.jpg)
RE: If you could have one wish - EvolvingPhoenix - 01-04-2019
(01-04-2019, 08:27 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote:(01-04-2019, 07:47 PM)EvolvingPhoenix Wrote: I'd wish for reconciliation with my friend. I wished for that when pulling a wishbone. I'm not unrealistic however about the likelihood of that actually happening.
EP, is this a burning passion of yours? Like being an anthro would be for me?
No it's not. I wouldn't use the word "passion" for it.
I would say though that when you develop a connection with somebody you grow real close to, and you're not used to getting close to people, and then you lose that person, that connection, and you never knew you needed that connection until you had it and lost it, it's not easy to just get over. "Obsession" might be a better word for it, but I'm experiencing emotions I've kept suppressed for a very long time, and the friendship breakup is what triggered them.
Agua says it's the pre-natal traumatized version of me, feeling threatened from disconnection from my mother. And all these emotions are "old" emotions. But they feel "new"
I think it doesn't help that without a job, I have nothing to do but obsess over things. I don't really distract myself with movies, video games or television, you know. Nor social media. My life is pretty boring lately. When I'm not meditating, going out for meditation walks, eating, sleeping or doing my healing codes, I've got nothing to do but mull over these emotions.
I try to just simply feel them. To "process" them as Agua puts it, but sometimes, I end up obsessing and fantasizing instead. I've talked to vocational rehabilitation services about becoming a teacher's assistant, and then I'd have a job that would give me something to do 5 days out of the week. A piece of me feels I'm just trying to distract myself from emotions I don't want to feel though. But another piece of me feels like it's moving forward and getting a life.
Imagine suppressing certain negative (trauma state) emotions for nearly 30 years, and then suddenly having them all come up, and feeling as if they're new, with no way to experience the original cause of the emotions. This is also the source of my obsession that I had with negative time/space. And other fearful things.
The mixture of old trauma, current issues and my unconscious internal resistance to feeling both of them, while consciously trying to process them, creates a very complicated set of emotions and a complicated state of mind. Great internal conflict. And a desire to make the source of that conflict go away. But no, not a "burning passion" Not the right choice of words for it.
Agua reminds me that even if I reconciled with my friend, these emotions would still be in me.
that's probably true. Still wouldn't mind having that close connection I had before.
But Agua says I need that sense of connection to feel stabilized and secure in the world. He tells me that if I formed an intimate relationship with somebody, I'd probably unconsciously use them for that sense of stability. This makes me feel bad about prospective future relationships, while at the same time yearning to form some sort of deep connection. Again, great internal conflict. A desire to make the (apparent) source of this conflict stop.
I told him I didn't used to have such feelings and he told me it's because until the friendship breakup triggered them, I had been suppressing them.
RE: If you could have one wish - AnthroHeart - 01-04-2019
Our situations may be different. I wouldn't say it's an obsession for me.
I don't think about it much, the anthro thing.
But when I do, it can be fiery strong.
Goosebumps, lump in my throat, tears, sometimes forget to breathe for a few moments.
It's more like I'm captivated.
It makes me start to pray for it in the future. I don't usually pray.
But I would do 3D again to be anthro. Not the whole cycle, but another 3D life as one.
But it would only mean something if in that life I actually remembered this one about wanting to be one.
I would have to know for certain and without all doubt that I wanted that life.
It would be meaningless to get the life of your dreams if you did not know you had wanted it.
RE: If you could have one wish - EvolvingPhoenix - 01-04-2019
(01-04-2019, 10:54 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: Our situations may be different. I wouldn't say it's an obsession for me.
I don't think about it much, the anthro thing.
But when I do, it can be fiery strong.
Goosebumps, lump in my throat, tears, sometimes forget to breathe for a few moments.
It's more like I'm captivated.
It makes me start to pray for it in the future. I don't usually pray.
But I would do 3D again to be anthro. Not the whole cycle, but another 3D life as one.
But it would only mean something if in that life I actually remembered this one about wanting to be one.
I would have to know for certain and without all doubt that I wanted that life.
It would be meaningless to get the life of your dreams if you did not know you had wanted it.
I would think maybe you'd just know deep down, you know?
Anyway, yeah that's not my situation with the friendship breakup. My situation is more unhealthily obsessed. For the reasons I just laid out. It's not easy to deal with. I often fantasize about dying or committing suicide and just sleeping in the afterlife until I can make amends with my friend from the other side, but I know that wouldn't do me any good, and I would just have to repeat the same lessons in another life. So I'm working to get over it and live this life. But it's hard. I would love to be part of a SMC rather than live the way I'm living now. I don't wanna do 3D again, but I DO want to enjoy my time here. Hard to do though.
RE: If you could have one wish - ada - 01-05-2019
(01-04-2019, 07:29 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: What would you wish for if you had one wish?
World peace probably..
RE: If you could have one wish - Cainite - 01-05-2019
I can make a big list of my wishes.but I'm a weary soul so it may be wiser to wish for less wishes or none at all.
Reunion with the self is all we truly need.
RE: If you could have one wish - DungBeetle - 01-09-2019
I wish for a mass, instant awakening, with a total release of truth, of everything. Full individual freedom restored.
RE: If you could have one wish - Anodyne - 01-10-2019
I always hesitate when thinking of "that one big personal wish", and wonder if it would come with natural/secondary consequences, and ask myself if it would ultimately be worth it.
RE: If you could have one wish - AnthroHeart - 01-10-2019
Yes we don't often think about what would have to happen to make a wish come true.
Secondary consequences as you said Anodyne.